Status: Updated! =]

The World is Ugly

When Gerard told me that it was over, that I was just too much for him to handle, I cried. I cried my useless, pathetic tears and watched him walk out of my life, forever.

That seems like forever ago. But I know it hasn't been. Three years, and it took a lot of my time to try to forget Gerard Arthur Way and and even My Chemical Romance at that. But now it was harder, their break was over and they had record their fourth full length record and were starting to tour for it.

Even through all my hard work, my life was not normal. Fans came up to me all the time, asking me questions about Gerard, the band, if I knew anything- why Gerard was so secluded now. No, I didn't but I could take my guesses and let them make their own, and Gerard was never really out of my life. He set bodyguards at my side for forever, and he kept a close eye- never himself, but through mirrors and cameras. I was so sad, he could see me, yet I couldn't see him.

But he didn't know what this protected life was doing to me.

Author's Note: It will follow the same line as the first story, Holly then Gerard's point of view.