I am your Angel

Gerard’s Point of View

I know what he’s thinking about me. I’ve been weird this week.

Well, after he’s telling me, he thought he have a feeling for the angel; I keep smiling like a fool! I smile to everyone if I saw them. I couldn’t help it! Every time I would think of ‘I think I have a feeling for the angel’ I would smile. I think that now, I have a little chance to show Mikey how I really feel. Well, I think.

Mikey’s at one of his best friends now. He’s a little short, but cute. I mean, Mikey’s cuter. I don’t even know is Mikey’s best friend, who is named Frank, is gay.

After Mikey go, I decided to paint a picture.
So, went I to my room. I searched for my canvas. But I think, it’s no where to be found. So I decided to walk to the paint shop to buy one.

I slipped on my jacket, then off I went.

At the shop, I picked up the canvas I want. And then met my … Well, he’s like a ‘buddy’ to me, because I’m often to go here. So I said hi to him.

“Hi, Bob!” I said smiling to him.

“Oh, Hi Gerard, so, how are you?” He said taking my canvas and check it prize.

“Just like usual. You?” I smiled.

“Best. I’ve got a new girlfriend yesterday.” He said with a big grin.

“That’s good, then.”

“And I know, you won’t steal her.” He said “But, she’s gorgues. She’s pretty. She—“

“I get it boy.” I said “But I’m not interesting with those stuff. Who is she anyway?”

“Kaitlin.” He said “Its 3 bucks.”

I handed him my money, then took my canvas.

“It’s good to have a conversation with you, Bob.” I said smiling “Bye, and thank’s!”

“Bye.”

I got out from the paint store, and rushed over to my house. When, I arrived home, the phone is ringing, so I picked it up.

“Hello?” I said

“Hi Gee, it’s me.” Said and Angel.

“Oh, hi Mikes! What’s up?” I said sounded happy.

“I just want to let you know, that I probably will stay over at Frank’s.”

What? Frank’s? I thought we were going to have a brother night tonight. And beside, he said he’s just a couple of hours at Frank’s. I mean. What if he’s really gay? What if Frank’s turns on him? No, no… think straight Gerard. If he’s gay, he will tell you like … now, or even yesterday.

“Oh, okay.” I said hiding my disappointment. After all, Frank’s Mikey’s best friend, right? “Do you need anything?”

“Sure, Just bring me my unicorn pajama!” he paused. “Could you?”

“Sure things! I will come over as soon as possible.” I said, hurried hangs up on him.

I never hangs up on him before. We usually do stuffs like ‘loves you’ or maybe at least bye’s … But, now, I don’t know what’s comes up to me.

I feeling this, inside feeling. My heart. Like I was going to blow off or some things like that. I feeling sad, like Mikey’s married with someone else (Or died?).

Then, I hurried to Mikey’s closet.

After I picked his unicorn pajama, I get hurried to Frank’s house.

I sighed. And clung my head down. On the way to Frank’s I keep thinking.

‘What if he’s gay?’

‘What is he’s in love with Frank?’

‘What if, he will leave me behind?’

‘God, why are you makes me in love with my brother? It’s not right, it’s incest! And its disgusting! Well, for people, except me I guess. But why? Why are you not makes me in love, just with Bob? Or even Frank? Why must my brother?’

When I looked up, I already in Frank’s house. I ring the door bell.

“Hey!” I said when he opened the door.

“Gerard, why are you so sad? What’s up?” He looked worried.

“Sad? No, it’s just cold outside. That’s all.”

I put my nervous smile on my face.

“Yeah right. Don’t lie to me.”

“Really!” I smile sweetly at him now. “Here’s your unicorn pajama.”

“Thank’s!” He smiled at me.

“No problem.” I said. “I should probably get going. Bye!”

“Bye!” I heard him sighed as I turned away. “WAIT!”

“What?” I said.

“You forgot the hugs and the kisses.” He put his puppy face dog.

Aww, I really want to see this on his face from a long time! I laughed at his child-ness.

“Okay.”

We hugged and kissed. Then I rushed back to my house.