Left Without a Clue

Banner: iLive.to.Party_ a.k.a. Tina

It had been almost a full week, since she's been gone. She being my mother. And gone meaing dead. Out of every possible cause of death, I would have never even imagined that breast cancer would be the cause of my mothers death. Breast Cancer. I can't stand just thinking about it. I wasn't even aware that she was diagnosed with it. I just wish that she would have told me. I suppose she thought that it was best for me not to know. And truth betold, I am somewhat glad that she didn't tell me. I am quite the worry-wort, I guess you could say. But now, none of that even matters anymore. What matters is the fact that she's gone and theres nothing that I or anyone else can do about it. What matters it that I now have to start a brand new life living with my father and his fiance in New Jersey.