I'm Not Okay
Sleep
I dreamt that I was on a stage in this big arena. Nobobody was there...it was completely empty except for just me on that huge, open stage. I never usually got stage fright, but this scared the living shit out of me for some reason so I started to run...
I ran from one side of the stage to the other but there was no stage door so I ran to the edge of the stage, closed my eyes, and jumped. As I fell, I kept my eyes shut and hugged my knees to my chest and cried. As the last tear ran down my cheek I felt someone shaking me and opened my eyes.
Haley was staring at me and shaking me awake. She was yelling something but I just couldn't understand. I wasn't completely concious (sp?).
Then I woke all the way up and heard her ask me if I was alright. I nodded yes and realised that the blanket that had mysteriously appeared in the night was half way across the room from me throwing it I guess and I was sweating like crazy. I got a cup of coffee and took a quick shower before going to the mall with Haley.
I ran from one side of the stage to the other but there was no stage door so I ran to the edge of the stage, closed my eyes, and jumped. As I fell, I kept my eyes shut and hugged my knees to my chest and cried. As the last tear ran down my cheek I felt someone shaking me and opened my eyes.
Haley was staring at me and shaking me awake. She was yelling something but I just couldn't understand. I wasn't completely concious (sp?).
Then I woke all the way up and heard her ask me if I was alright. I nodded yes and realised that the blanket that had mysteriously appeared in the night was half way across the room from me throwing it I guess and I was sweating like crazy. I got a cup of coffee and took a quick shower before going to the mall with Haley.