Silence Is The Past

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Mr Smiths pov

As I woke up I found Crystal hugging me tight, when did she come into my bed?, I looked down at her sleepy face and smiled, she was such a beautiful girl and no one thought that, I wrapped my arms round her gently so not to wake her and cuddled her I think I was...in love with her, I kissed her head gently and she moved slightly, I got a better view of her beautiful face and to be honest I felt like the luckiest guy in the whole world, I knew we wasn't going out or anything and really we proberly wouldn't ever as of the 7 year age difference but she chose to kiss me and I've never felt like this before. Crystal moved slightly and her hand landed some where which made me blush quite a bit, I slid my arm from around her and quickly moved it before she felt something I didn't really want her to feel, as I moved her hand she woke up a little,

"Oh hello you" I said quietly,

she looked at me with sleepy eyes and then her face changed to being shocked, she sat up quickly and tried to get out of my bed quickly, I got hold of her hand and she stopped and looked at me,

"It's ok" I said still hold of her hand,

she shook her head so much that she fell down onto the bed and closed her eyes tight, I leant over her a little and she opened an eye, I smiled at her and she smiled back, I layed next to her and got a worried look from her,

"It's ok, I'm not going to do anything" I said trying to find out why she had a worried face,

she shook her head and turned so she was facing me, ok now I was worried and I think it showed in my face as she looked at me scared, she put her hand on the side of my face and started rubbing my face with her thumb, I could feel that I was blushing but I did the same to her, I moved my hand to the side of her face and stroked it slightly, she blushed and then smiled at me, I smiled back and I suddenly felt her other hand go down my stomach my face went bright red and she chuckled a little,

"Where you going there then?" I said shakyly,

she smiled and then moved her hand to the edge of my top then suddenly her small cold hand was under my top and stroking my stomach gently, my face went even brighter with redness and she giggled,

"You no mind right?" she said after a while,

I shook my head and then noticed that it was nearly 8:30, without a seconds thought my other hand made its way up around her waist and up the back of her top, I moved my head nearer to hers and then kissed her cheek gently, her hand went up her my stomach a little and then down again when I kissed her, I kissed her again and her hand did the same,

"We got to go" I whispered to her unwantingly,

she looked at me with a sad face, I kissed her cheek again and smiled at her, she moved her face closer to mine and kissed me on the lips and we stayed there for a couple of minutes, there was me and her in my bed hugging with her hand on my stomach and my hand on her back kissing, I could feel this wasn't right but it felt right if that makes sense, we then stopped and she got out of my bed, as her hand left my stomach she went down a bit and felt something she wasn't supposed to feel. A couple of mintes later we were both dressed and on our way downstairs, we went into the kitchen and grabbed a packet of crisps and a chocolate bar and then walked to the front door,

"We go now?" she asked gently,

"Um...oh one sec I need my school bag" I said running up the stairs,

I grabbed it and then ran back down, Crystal was still waiting at the door and then we started our way to school.
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