Silence Is The Past

Crystals pov

I stood up his hands leaving me and I just stared at the wall behind him, he looked at me scared I wanted to look at him but I was staring at something else, it was a light a white coloured light, I hadn't noticed it before and to be honest I didn't think it was there in the first place, I stepped forward and it moved slightly, I moved once again and again it moved slightly then it started turning into a figure it started looking like a figure of a person and then the detail started to make it's way on to the figure and then I gasped, it was my dad, he held out his hand to me but I just stood there,

"Crystal what can you see?" Mr Smith asked me,

I stood staring at the light figure of my dad, and then fell to the floor my eyes still staring, Mr Smith rushed to my side but my view wouldn't leave my dads figure,

"Crystal are you ok?" Mr Smith whispered into my ear,

I quickly turned to him and then back at the figure, it had gone. A couple of minutes later me and Mr Smith were sitting on the bed hugging each other, he had let me put my head on his shoulder and I had been slowly drifting off until the bell for the end of day went,

"Oh thats the end of day bell" Mr Smith said,

I nodded gently and lifted my head sleepyly off his shoulder and looked at him with my sleepy face,

"Did you fall asleep?" he asked smiling at me,

I smiled back and shook my head saying no, I stood up slowly so I didn't fall over and then Mr Smith stood up next to me. We both walked back to the Art class as we had left our stuff there, we slowly opened the door, I quickly rushed to the back of the room where we had been sitting, our stuff was still there excatly where we had left it, I quickly grabbed Mr Smiths stuff and turned round to go and give it to him, I jumped a little as he was right behind me, he smiled at me and then I smiled at him, I was holding his stuff in my hands and leaning against the table,

"Thank you Crystal" he said in his gently voice,

"That's..." I started but stopped,

"Go on, you can do it" he said cheering me on to talk,

"That's...ok" I had done it,

he smiled at me and then took his stuff from my hands and put it down on the table where I had just got it from, I looked at him puzzled and then he got closer, at this minute I didn't mind at all what he was about to do, he leant in a little more so then our faces were nearly touching, I looked at him with wonder and then leant in and pushed my lips on to his, we stood there lips together like they had been stuck together with glue then his arms wrapped round my back, I wrapped mine around him and we stood there still as anything with out lips locked and our grip tighting around each other. I suddenly pulled away and looked at the floor,

"Whats the matter?" Mr Smith said,

I felt so bad, he was a teacher and I was a student and we were kissing in a classroom anyone could walk in at any moment and I just felt like I couldn't even try to tell him,

"Crystal whats the matter?" he asked again,

I looked up at him a tear rolling down my face didn't help, he looked scared like I was going to do something stupid but I knew what I wanted to do I was just to scared to say it,

"Crystal please your scarying me" he said with such a scared face,

I breathed in deeply and slowly and then let it out,

"What if someone walked in while we were kissing?, I don't know what to do, I think I'm..." and I stopped,

"You think your what?" he asked a bit puzzled,

get I had put my foot in it this time, I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and scribbled something down, I handed it to him but didn't let go, he looked at me still puzzled,

"Why won't you let go?" he asked,

I quickly let go and bundled all of my stuff in my bag, he watched me and kinda of ignored the piece of paper, when I had got eveything I stood back up and stared at him, he stared back at me and then I quickly kissed him on the lips and ran out of the classroom with speed leaveing Mr Smith puzzled even more, I just hoped he wouldn't read the piece of paper I shouldn't have written it but I did and gave it to him. All the way home I had the words thats I had written on that piece of paper in my head,

'I think I'm in love with you'