A Thousand Oceans Wide

Heidi Schmidt and Tom Kaulitz had a past that probably wrecked their lives forever. One moment that changed their paths and altered their usual selves. A single night of curiosity turned led to a broken heart and an upsized ego that made them who they are today. Tom was always more than just a pretty face with a loose zipper, but he failed to remember the one who first gave him the confidence that he so recklessly exploits today. Heidi never trusted boys the same way again. She felt used and mistreated and worthless all in one little body, and nothing could make her forget that time. All she wanted was a boy. But now, she needs a man.
  1. Helping Hand
    Bill and Tom chance upon an old friend.
  2. Tomi and Billa
    The twins warm up to an old friend.
  3. What Perve!
    Bill and Tom gush about Heidi after a small encounter with her.
  4. Virgins
    The boys talk about sex with their friends.
  5. A Little Secret
    Over the summer, the kids hang out and feelings develop.
  6. Naïve Tom
    The older twin gets caught up in his goals.
  7. Wanna Come In?
    14-year-old Tom Kaulitz-Trümper doing it for the first time.
  8. Bad Boy
    Continuation.
  9. Mission Accomplished
    Tom did it, and boasts.
  10. Bye Bye Magdeburg
    Tom and Bill and Tokio Hotel leave home for bigger dreams.
  11. Can't Be Happening
    Heidi finds out something.
  12. As Time Passes
    Girls discovering the secret and boys finding success.
  13. Serendipity
    Finding what was not in search of.
  14. Your Hands Are Cold
    Heidi and Tom meet unexpectedly.
  15. Long Time No See
    Heidi meets Bill as well.
  16. A Little Moment
    The three talk for a while.
  17. What's Heidi's Number?
    The twins talk in private.
  18. Tom's Back
    Heidi talks to her girlfriends.
  19. Surprise Surprise
    Heidi sees the boys in the hospital again.
  20. We Got Plans
    Tom and Heidi plan something for Bill.
  21. Tom VS Kids
    Tom visits Heidi at the preschool.
  22. Man***!
    A long chapter on some of the truth.
  23. Grocery Secrets
    Tom follows Heidi grocery shopping.
  24. Stick To The Status Quo
    Heidi doesn't want to talk about the secret with Tom.
  25. Brotherly Sessions
    Tom confides in Bill.
  26. Party Gone Wrong
    Tom and Heidi fall out again.
  27. Brotherly Sessions II
    Tom confides in Bill, yet again.
  28. All I Want
    Tom and Heidi talk about them, and something else.
  29. Never Saw This Coming
    Tom finds out the secret.
  30. Time Out
    Tom needs time out from daddy business.
  31. Brotherly Sessions III
    Tom talks to Bill.
  32. Doing It Right
    Tom meets Heidi and Markus again.
  33. New Parents
    Markus the kid gets a new set of parents.
  34. A New Beginning I
    Tom and Heidi's first date.
  35. A New Beginning II
    Another part of the date.
  36. A New Beginning III
    The last part of the date.
  37. Deja Vu
    Tom goes to Heidi's place.
  38. His Name Is Markus
    Tom and Heidi tell Simone about their son.
  39. Father and Son
    Tom teaches Markus guitar.
  40. American Shows and Moscow Circuses
    The band got plans.
  41. Leipzig
    Tom, Bill, Heidi and Markus go to Leipzig.
  42. Acceptance
    A little brotherly session before a brief encounter with Philipp.
  43. Flufhagen Berlin-Schönefeld
    A little scene at the aiport prior to Tom and Tokio Hotel leaving for America.
  44. Missing My Baby Tonight
    Just a day apart and some things aren't the same.
  45. About Being Sexy
    Tom and Tokio Hotel are in New York and meet an interesting character that might test Tom's loyalty.
  46. G-girl and The Bet
    Tom befriends Georgia a little more.
  47. Did I Just Say Four Seasons?
    Tom gets tipsy when out with Georgia.
  48. Homesick
    Tom gets homesick.
  49. Because She's My Girlfriend
    Heidi and Markus at school, and Tom and Bill at the pool.
  50. Too Good
    Before leaving America, there's a party the boys attend.
  51. Cuts and Bruises
    Bill convinces Tom to tell the truth.
  52. Time Out
    Tom tells the truth, and Bill meets someone who changes everything.
  53. Toilet Tales
    Tom gets annoyed by 'the truth', and when he returns home, he helps Markus in the toilet.
  54. Two Wrongs Make A Right
    Tom gets Heidi to forgive him, and the twins make plans on returning to Berlin.
  55. Is It What You Want?
    A 'couple' chapter between Heidi and Tomi. And they go to Berlin for a while.
  56. Happy Birthday
    Tom celebrates his son's birthday for the first time.
  57. Ich schrei für Eis!
    Bill and Tom go back to Berlin.
  58. Overreaction
    Tom gets a bit overreactive.
  59. A Big Change
    Tom and Heidi share a night.
  60. I'll Always Have You At Heart
    Halloween, VMAs, Heidi's 19th Birthday
  61. Epilogue
    A chapter concerning the near future of Tom and Heidi.