Crimson Snow

Have you ever felt different from the people around you? I do, and I am. It wasn't really like that at first, only after that one day. In some ways, I wish that day had never took place. But many things happened that shouldn't have. Even now I still wonder what would have happened if she had never done it. I could have kept my true existence inside, could have gone on living normally. But someone once told me that we can't think about what might have been, just what will. It only hurts to look back at the past.
This is my story, from the first day that the chain broke, to the last drop of blood, singing to me as it fell on the pale snow.