Slave For Eternity.

The dark seemed to be consuming me faster.

It was not like other times when the dark would suddenly disappear only for me to awaken.

This time it was different.

I felt so cold and the pain...The pain was unbearable.

Every time I tried to move it would hurt.

Though everything was still black.

It felt as if everything I had once known was now slowly fading away.

I felt empty.

Alone.

Dead...

And that is exactly what he wanted.

Edward.

I was making his wish come true.

He would never have to see me again.

I was foolish and selfish for letting him seduce me.

Those beautiful golden eyes...

But how could I not resist?

He was simply irresistible.

And it was my entire fault, for being a fool.

Letting go of everything I once knew to be so true, seemed so easy.

But living whilst suffering the consequences, seemed impossible to me.

I was living in a world of torture and pain.

Death had never occurred to me, how easy it seemed.

I was not leaving anything behind.

Though I knew very well that I was not going towards the light, but yet the darkness.

Where I belonged.

Locked up in a cage.

Never to know what it feels like to love, joy, bliss.

Just shame, glumness, grief and sorrow.

I was beginning to wish I had never met Edward.

He was a poisonous fruit that was disguised into the most delicious, living fruit known to anyone.

However I wasn’t just anyone.

I was a foolish thing for even believing that Edward was anything but my Sire.

He was that and only that.

My Sire.

My Master’s brother.

Now I was only waiting to meet my hell.

A place only thing’s liked me would spend the rest of our lives.

If we thought hell on Earth was bad.

Hell wouldn’t be half of that.

Living in what I assumed to be darkness for the rest of eternity.

I was no longer their slave for eternity.

Every moment from the past. Gone.

Every person ever known. Forgotten.

Everything I once did. Disappeared.

Every feel of pain. Abandoned.

Every word spoken. Lost.

Every rule. Blank.

Everything. Cast away into lost, forgotten memories.

As I pondered over these thoughts, things had slowly begun to appear clearly.

My senses were returning.

I could feel. The pain.

I could hear a scream. My own.

I could taste something. Copper, iron, metallic taste. Blood.

I couldn’t smell anything. I could not breathe properly. The air was suffocating me. Bleach.

A bright light was shining. Though I could see an outline. A plank of wood, lying beside me.

The light was shaped into a circle. The moon.

The moon was shining upon me. I turned towards my side, feeling the sudden pain throughout my whole body.

I look towards the plank of wood and see something crimson covering the plank of wood.

Blood. My blood.

What had happened?

Where was I?