I'm an Agent of Chaos and I'm Sending a Message

"You're Becoming A Lot Like Him"

The next morning I awoke to find myself alone in the hideout. Despite the fact that I was now lonely and bored, I was happy that I wasn't sick anymore. I got up and took a shower before I got dressed. There was absolutely nothing to do after getting dressed, so I decided to mess around with the stereo that was in the kitchen. Turning it on and finding some cereal, I ate it while I listened to the music. "I've got the music playing loud in my head, I got a red hot chilli, blows it away, I've got the music playing loud in my head, turn the blinker on we go straight ahead" I sung along as I put my bowl in the sink. Well, I would've put it in the sink if there wasn't a numerous amount of bowls in the sink. Just as I picked up the sponge to clean the bowl, I heard a maniacal laughter and the sound of footsteps rushing towards me. "BEAUTIFUL!" called the Joker as he crushed me in a hug. I gasped as I weakly smiled. "Air…is important too Joker" I managed to gasp out.

He let me go with his usual smile on his face. I couldn't help but laugh at his antics and saw the boys come in after him. "Hey guys" I waved to them. "Finally your awake. You were out for 4 days" said Grumpy. "You're kidding me? I thought I just passed out yesterday" I said. "Nope, that was 4 days ago" said Happy. The Joker just slung his arm over my shoulders and I looked at him. "You seem to be in a good mood" I said, chuckling. "Well beautiful, you're awake. This calls for a celebration" he said, licking his lips before turning on the TV. What was on the TV, made me gasp. "The Joker has recently blown up 6 buildings in reaction of the threat Maroni made just 4 days ago" said the news guy. The Joker's laughter brought me out of my shock. "Now is that funny or what?" he asked. I turned to him and saw that he was worried about something. "Joker, what is going on?" I asked him, causing him to stop laughing. "Don't worry beautiful. Smile" he said to me, causing me to give him a forced smile.

The Joker laughed and skipped out of the room, leaving me with the boys. "Happy, what is going on now?" I asked. He looked at the floor and sighed. "The mob is going after Boss" said Happy. I raised an eyebrow and stood in front of him. "There's more to it than that" I said. "We can't tell you" said Dopey. "Why the hell not?!" I asked, finally getting fed up with everything. "Boss ordered us not to tell you!" said Grumpy. I glared at him. "What else did he order you guys to do?" I spat. "Protect you!" said Chuckles. I was in shock from what Chuckles said. "Why?" I asked. "Isn't it obvious? You are the closest person to Boss, the mob wants you to get to him" said Happy. "That's just stupid!" I said, throwing my arms up in the air. "It's true and you know it! Ever since you left, boss went crazier than usual! He made us go on a nonstop search for you and then when you finally appear, you jeopardize your health!" said Dopey. "IT'S NOT MY FAULT!"I yelled. "I didn't want to be thrown off the bridge! The Joker just did what he wanted to" I said, calming down.

The guys just looked at me. "He did what now?" asked Grumpy. "You guys didn't know?" I said softly. "No, he told us you left" said Happy. At that moment, my heart shattered. The Joker had cast me aside and lied to his men, the men who became my brother figures. Tears streamed down my face as I stormed upstairs to the Joker's room. As I opened the door, I saw him standing in front of the window, his purple jacket cast aside on his bed. I approached him quietly and when I finally made it to him, he turned to me and I could see sorrow on his face. "You cast me aside" I said softly. "I had to, beautiful" he said in response. "No you didn't, you could've left me alone" I said, wiping my tears. "Beautiful, you don't get it. Never in my life have I, ever, felt anything for anyone" he said, walking closer to me, licking his lips. "You tried to kill me Joker! You lied to me, to your men" I said, tears freely falling now.

"Beautiful, no one knows what it's like to feel these feelings like I do" he said softly before I saw his anger flare up. "I BLAME YOU!!" he growled as he knocked me to the ground. My lip was bleeding as he stood over me, a knife in his hands. "Now, isn't this familiar?" he spat darkly. Unlike before, I didn't cower, instead, I stood up. My gaze met his and I saw a terrible conflict of emotions in his eyes. There was anger, hate, fear, love, worry, and remorse conflicting within them. I placed a hand on his cheek, softly tracing his scar as the sound of a knife hitting the floor met my ears. "How do you not hate me?" I barely could hear from him. Despite the man's terrible mood swings, I still felt compassion and love towards him, which caused me to smile. I pressed my lips to his and in that moment, I could feel his restraint snap. We battled for dominance as we kissed and it wasn’t until the Joker pull away did I realize something wasn't right.

"BOSS! WE HAVE TO LEAVE!" yelled Grumpy as he kicked open the door. The Joker growled and he picked me up, throwing his jacket on then throwing me over his shoulder. What a funny sight it would've been if there wasn't a chance of me getting hurt. The Joker took me off his shoulder then placed me on Chuckles's back. "Get her to safety" he growled. Chuckles nodded and I turned to the Joker. "What's going on?" I called to him. "They came for you" muttered the Joker darkly. "Who did?" I asked. "The mob" he spat before looking at me one last time. "Get going!" he yelled at Chuckles and as he ran out of the room, I felt a pang of worry in me, causing me to call out one last time to the Joker. "Be careful!" I called out, earning a purple gloved wave in response. Once I was in the van, I saw the other guys there. "What about the Joker?" I asked, panic evident in my voice.

"He told us to bring you to safety and that's what we're going to do" said Happy as he started up the van and sped away. "Don't worry about boss. He'll be fine, we're going to meet up with him" reassured Dopey. The van was thrown to the side and I turned to find one of the mob cars running into the van. I growled demonically, causing the guys to back away as I grabbed the RPG that was stashed in the van. "Open the door" I spat. Grumpy, who was the closest to the door, did as he was told. "And the rain will kill us all. We throw ourselves against the wall. But no one can see. The preservation of the martyr in me" I sung loudly as I shot the RPG at the car. As we sped away from the scene, I witnessed the car blowing up and I couldn't help but laugh at the sight. The guys all just looked at me, almost scared of me. "Boss would be proud of you" said Dopey. I calmed down and Grumpy shut the door. "You're becoming a lot like him" said Happy as I sighed. "That's what he wanted, wasn't it?" I asked softly as we pulled up to an abandoned hotel.

As we scrambled out of the van, I saw the Joker standing in the doorway of the hotel, holding his side and looking worse than I had last seen him. I ran towards him and just as I got to him, he collapsed in my arms. "You did good beautiful" he said before coughing. "I'm proud of you" he said as Happy and Chuckles helped me carry him to a room. After sending them out, I began to work on his wounds. 'All this trouble, just to protect me and I don't even know what's going on' I thought as I dressed his wounds. The Joker, who I had grown to love, the same man who nearly killed me, who also placed my life in danger, was in his own trouble. The question is, if he'll actually kill me this time or will he protect me.
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Thank you to all those who are reading this story and commenting. I am really glad you guys like my story :D I'm sorry that it's been awhile since I've updated, just things have been hectic with school and then getting my wisdom teeth taken out. I'll update again whenever I can :D

The two songs that Keira was singing were 'Red Hot' by Ellegarden and 'Psychosocial' by Slipknot