Somewhere I Belong

When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

When everything started, i was lost and confused. I keep so much it and i needed to let it out. I wasn't the only person with this. I was stuck and alone. But, its my fault.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I don't want to be like this. I want to be okay and not broken. I want to feel the feelings i never felt. I want to let the pain go after having it for so long. I want to erase all the pain. I want to find where i belong. That all i wanted the whole time.

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain/ hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

I have nothing to say. I can't believe i didn't mess up. I'm still confused. I finially looked around and its not what i thought it was going to be. I don't have anything but negativity. I'm alone with nothing to gain. Its my fault.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I don't want to be like this. I want to be okay and not broken. I want to feel the feelings i never felt. I want to let the pain go after having it for so long. I want to erase all the pain. I want to find where i belong. That all i wanted the whole time.

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

I want know how to do it unless i do it on my own. I won't feel until I'm not broken. I'm nothing until i break away. I will break away and I'll find my true self.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I don't want to be like this. I want to be okay and not broken. I want to feel the feelings i never felt. I want to let the pain go after having it for so long. I want to erase all the pain. I want to find where i belong. That all i wanted the whole time.

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

I want to fix myself and feel like i belong.