We Never Were (So We Die!)

Angies POV
i set cammie down in her bed, she was gone, 1 year away and she was gone. "Engel..... im sorry.....its not yuor fault though, she put up a very good fight, she just......didnt make it." Bill said to me...'this has to be killing him more than me' i said to myself. "Nein Bill....I'm sorry i couldn't protect her...I know she was your everything. i'll get revenge..i promise...." bill came over to cammie's bed "Ich Liebe Dich Fur Immer Cammie..." he said..that brought tears to my eyes.. i knew she loved him just as much. Cammie leaving was to much. that thought of suicide is comming back. as these thoughts were pouring themselves into my head. so were flashbacks of my and Cammie. i remember the last time we sang togather. we were getting hyper off of monster and Mountain Dew.
FlashBack #1::
"HEEEEEEEYYYY CAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMIIIIIIIEEEEEE?!?!?!?!?!?!" i screamd. "HEY WHATIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!?!?" she scremed back at me. of course we really didnt have to scream considering we were right next to each other. " ITS TUNE TIME BAYBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!" i screamed and the song 'I'm Just A kid by Simple Plan' came on

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
and here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me {tonight}

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
I'm staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own
and here it goes

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

What the fuck {hell} is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid
I'm just a kid
I'm Just a kid (I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid, I'm just a kid)
Yeah, I'm just a kid (I'm just a kid, I'm just a kid)

[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
nobody wants to be alone in the world

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me tonight

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight

we were screaming that and thinking of random stuff. We both just fell over and laughed at our stupidness.
End Flash Back::
"Haha hey cam..... im just a kid and life is a nightmare.. ich liebe dich fur immer mein sister......auf weiderstan....." i walked out with tears in my eyes.....but not of sadness..of happyness...remembering all of the great,fun, and random moments i had with cammie
' I wont see you in the morning lease just never leave my side again, dont let me fall into that never ending burning dream'

'sorry i couldnt save you from that never ending dream cams.... but im not going to mourn over losing you.....because i know...you might not even really be gone.....i'll see you soon....i promise'