Learn How to Lie

February 4th, 2005

Hey.

I tried. But, I failed miserably. I went out to the club, drank some Mountain Dew and got so hyper! Most girls thought I was cute and funny. I don't know what happened. None of them wanted to date me. Y'all know what I look like. Am I seriously that ugly? Am I that undateable? I feel like crap. Whatever. I'll find a girl. There has to be someone out there for me. There's someone out there for everyone. I'm not going to let one night of failure bring me down! Chyeah!

I've been walking around in circles lately. There's something there. In my head. Ugh, I sound crazy don't I? Mean like.... Creative. Something creative wants to be released but I... It's there. I just... You know what I mean? It's like there's a brick wall blocking it. Caging it in.

. . .

I'm in a mood for a scary movie. The Grudge or Darkness Falls? Both of those movies scare me to no end. Later tonight I might go out again. Or perhaps I'll try talking to the boy across the alley way. I'm not sure yet.

See ya later peeps,

Brendon.
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Sry this is just like a Sh!tload of nothing. Next entry will be better.
I just need to work on some of my other stories ><