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These Words Are All I Have so I'll Write Them
Off to Franks!
Dear Diary.
I'm going to Frank's today! Oh yeah! I'm so excited! Like...I'm gonna be sleeping in the sameroom BED as something that fucking sexy! It's gonna take every ounce of will power I have not to fuck him for the next week. I have this all planned out. I'm gonna make him feel really comfortable and stuff. Like, respect his personal space and whatever. Ya know, like, not sleep too close to him unless he wants me to. Ask permission if I wanna use something and stuff like that. I wonder if he'll notice that I'm being extra nice...
It'd be good if he does, then he might like me even more. I mean...I'm not trying to be selfish or anything, I'm just trying to let him know just how much I really like him. And I really like him. We're so different though. In so many ways.
He's small and gentle and delicate. He's always happy and cheerful and seems to find a bright side to everything. Me however, I'm tall and (my mom would say) lean and pretty strong. I get so miserable and depressed and I'm such a pessimist.
Yet I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
What a stupid lamb...
What a sick, masochistic lion...
Oh well, it's neither of our faults. It's not like we chose to meet or anything. Thank God for the day we did though...well...the day I asked him to borrow some stationary. *Chuckles*
I can't believe it's nearly Christmas! Mikey's well excited. Dad's finally letting him dye his hair black. He's wanted to do it for years, I always wondered why until he told me earlier this year. He told me it was because I had black hair and he wanted to be just like me. I couldn't help blushing, it was the nicest thing anyone has said to me apart from 'I love you'. I was grinning like a right retard all day from that moment. I couldn't help it. I'm easily flattered like that.
See, now you know how to make me happy! Oh wait...FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! I need to learn not to talk to you diary. Surely it's not good for my mental health, all this talking directly to an inanimate object. It's crazy. I'm crazy. We're all fucking crazy!
Anyway. Calming down now. I need to figure out what I'm gonna wear. I'm still sitting here in a towel because I've not long had a shower. I haven't even tried to come up with an outfit yet. Maybe I should go for something a little more outgoing than just a plain black t-shirt and jacket with a pair of loose jeans and some Chuck Taylors (Converses). A tighter top maybe and some tighter pants...I really don't know. I never did wear that tight top like I promised him. So this is the perfect opportunity! Besides he did say he'd love to see me in some tight pants...
I just figured out what I'm gonna wear. Ha! It really wasn't that difficult now was it?
Silly me. OH WELL!! God, I'm starting to get really hyper now. It might have something to do with the twelve cups of coffee I've already had today. But then again, it might not. *Evil laugh* But I think it might because that makes lots more sense than anything else apart from FRANK might. Frank. Frank. Frank. FRANK! I'm okay...Frank. Anyway. Oh my god, I can't think of anything to write other than:
Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank.
But thats it. I need another coffee. Well...I probably don't but ya know. I really don't need any more caffeine. I'm gonna have trouble sleeping as it is. I wonder if Frankie is as anxious as I am...I wonder how much emotion he can hold. I wonder how much lust he can hold...
Shit! I wasn't meant to put that. Ha-ha. Well, now ya know anyway. I'm not saying any more on the subject of how much lust Frank Iero can hold now.
That was a stupid thing to write really. I need to learn to keep my thoughts in my head. Oh well. Something I'm incapable of. I really have to go now. I have fifteen minutes to do my hair and put something on other than a bath towel.
I love you Diary, wish me luck!
ox Gerard
I'm going to Frank's today! Oh yeah! I'm so excited! Like...I'm gonna be sleeping in the sameroom BED as something that fucking sexy! It's gonna take every ounce of will power I have not to fuck him for the next week. I have this all planned out. I'm gonna make him feel really comfortable and stuff. Like, respect his personal space and whatever. Ya know, like, not sleep too close to him unless he wants me to. Ask permission if I wanna use something and stuff like that. I wonder if he'll notice that I'm being extra nice...
It'd be good if he does, then he might like me even more. I mean...I'm not trying to be selfish or anything, I'm just trying to let him know just how much I really like him. And I really like him. We're so different though. In so many ways.
He's small and gentle and delicate. He's always happy and cheerful and seems to find a bright side to everything. Me however, I'm tall and (my mom would say) lean and pretty strong. I get so miserable and depressed and I'm such a pessimist.
Yet I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
What a stupid lamb...
What a sick, masochistic lion...
Oh well, it's neither of our faults. It's not like we chose to meet or anything. Thank God for the day we did though...well...the day I asked him to borrow some stationary. *Chuckles*
I can't believe it's nearly Christmas! Mikey's well excited. Dad's finally letting him dye his hair black. He's wanted to do it for years, I always wondered why until he told me earlier this year. He told me it was because I had black hair and he wanted to be just like me. I couldn't help blushing, it was the nicest thing anyone has said to me apart from 'I love you'. I was grinning like a right retard all day from that moment. I couldn't help it. I'm easily flattered like that.
See, now you know how to make me happy! Oh wait...FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! I need to learn not to talk to you diary. Surely it's not good for my mental health, all this talking directly to an inanimate object. It's crazy. I'm crazy. We're all fucking crazy!
Anyway. Calming down now. I need to figure out what I'm gonna wear. I'm still sitting here in a towel because I've not long had a shower. I haven't even tried to come up with an outfit yet. Maybe I should go for something a little more outgoing than just a plain black t-shirt and jacket with a pair of loose jeans and some Chuck Taylors (Converses). A tighter top maybe and some tighter pants...I really don't know. I never did wear that tight top like I promised him. So this is the perfect opportunity! Besides he did say he'd love to see me in some tight pants...
I just figured out what I'm gonna wear. Ha! It really wasn't that difficult now was it?
Silly me. OH WELL!! God, I'm starting to get really hyper now. It might have something to do with the twelve cups of coffee I've already had today. But then again, it might not. *Evil laugh* But I think it might because that makes lots more sense than anything else apart from FRANK might. Frank. Frank. Frank. FRANK! I'm okay...Frank. Anyway. Oh my god, I can't think of anything to write other than:
Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank, Frank.
But thats it. I need another coffee. Well...I probably don't but ya know. I really don't need any more caffeine. I'm gonna have trouble sleeping as it is. I wonder if Frankie is as anxious as I am...I wonder how much emotion he can hold. I wonder how much lust he can hold...
Shit! I wasn't meant to put that. Ha-ha. Well, now ya know anyway. I'm not saying any more on the subject of how much lust Frank Iero can hold now.
That was a stupid thing to write really. I need to learn to keep my thoughts in my head. Oh well. Something I'm incapable of. I really have to go now. I have fifteen minutes to do my hair and put something on other than a bath towel.
I love you Diary, wish me luck!
ox Gerard
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I'm so sorry I haven't updated! I've been going through a very difficult phase of rejection at school and I haven't been feeling well. Bare with me. ox Comment please.