I Thank God for Giving You to Me.

El Fin

We all stood there, dressed in black with tears in our dead eyes as the paul bearers slowly dropped Mya's casket into the 6 foot hole. Matt was clenching his jaw. Something tells me that Pete was about to get tracked down and slaughtered.

I was thinkning about when Me and Mya got into the ice cream fight and ended up looking like two hott ass sundaes. I tried to dwell on the positive and shrink away fron the negative but the look on Pete's face when he pulled the trigger kept comign back...the sick grin the was plastered on his face like he reached the finish line in a triathalon.

Brian was just staring a blank stare where the white casket was. Either he was thinking about good times or bad...but you couldn't see a single light in his eyes...the girl he loved, but that didn't love him was now being layed to rest in the cold hard earth never to be awakened again.

JImmy and Johny were also staring..not having anything but a friendly connection to her, but Johnny was trying not to cry. Mya always stood up for him...how would he manage without her? But without her...I think we all would cease to pick onthe short one.

A WEEK LATER.
We picked up our instraments and I strummed my guitar once. Matt stepped up to the mic.
"This song goes out to the love of my life and the heart and soul of this band." He said and we started to sing.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again
♠ ♠ ♠
EL FIN.

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