Life Is Full of Surprises

I woke up the next morning, sleeping with my stomach in contact with the bed sheets so I rolled up to find that I was sleeping alone. Wait a minute! Jared was here last night. I literally jumped from my bed and ran barefoot to my living room, nobody there.

I go to sleep and everyone goes missing, or they went without saying goodbye, oh no they can’t do that. I dressed something random quickly and before I left the house a necklace was on my kitchen table. It was very simple, consisted of dark purple and white little stones. I grabbed it and ran to my car.

I reached the airport close by and I went to the information to ask about their flight. They were going to London first. The lady told me that the flight would part in 30 minutes. I thanked her and ran to the gate only to see Jared, Shannon and Tomo thrown that damn glass again. I put my hand over my eyes and my head down hiding my sadness. Why were they leaving without saying anything? I shook my head and when I looked to my front Jared was directly looking at me with tears growing inside his eyes.

“Paty…” I heard a familiar voice say, I turned my head to find Jo

“Jo? Even you? Out of all people you also knew of this fucking idea and you didn’t tell me?” I said getting angry at her.

Even my best friend had kept away their idea of going away without a goodbye but for she had been there with them, she had hugged them, comforted them and she had said goodbye to her dear Shannon only I didn’t get to say so much to my Jared.

I looked again and Jared was gone

“It’s going to be okay.” I heard Jared’s voice say on my ear while I felt being tightly embraced. I cried in his chest. This kind of goodbyes broke me apart, I could feel my heart sink. I know I knew these guys for months but they were already important, they were my idols first and second they became my family.

“You were going to run away from me.” I said punching Jared’s chest and looking up to see his blue eyes with tears forming into them again

“I was going because I didn’t want to leave you crying and sobbing.” Jared said resting his forehead in mine

“Silly ass.” I said smiling. I was touched by so much concern around me.

“I have to go.” Jared said in such a low tone can I could barely hear

“No, I can’t let you…” I whispered hopping he wouldn’t hear

“I would take you if I could, but you have your life I can’t just steal you away from the world.” Jared said whipping more tears from my eyes and leaning to kiss me.

The kiss was so sweet and full of love, I wished we could stay like that but we needed air. We broke apart and Jared grabbed my hand and kissed it.

“I’ll call, I promise.” Jared said releasing me so quickly and then running not looking back. It might seem cold to a lot of people but if he turned I would probably grab on to him and never let him leave

“Rock them!” I yelled stopping tears before he left. I couldn’t cry in front of him again for more painful that it seemed

I looked at my wrist and a bracelet was there. It was black with some red lines, I liked it. It was Jared’s I had seen it in his wrist, he had bought it in South Africa when they recorded there and now it was on my wrist.

I looked at them leave without waving, it was hard for them. I wiped my tears and went home excepting a call anytime to know when I had to meet my new crew for Adam Sandler’s movie

“Hello?” I said picking up my phone while flipping thrown the channels

“Hi Paty.” Adam greeted

“Oh old pal! How are you doing?” I asked

Jared’s P.O.V

Why does love have to be so good and so bad at the same time? I love Paty everyone knows that but leaving her crying is the worst feeling in the world. I would do anything to hold her, anything.

We arrived a couple of hours later to London I immediately started calling her but her phone was busy

“FUCK!” I yelled throwing my blackberry to the other end of the room

“What’s the matter bro?” Shannon asked. He also wanted to be with Jo but he had done better than me.

I had ran from Paty to not make her suffer but she suffered anyway and maybe more because of my selfish attitude. She means so much to me, I can’t lose her.

“Hey she’s on the messenger!” Shannon yelled from his laptop, I ran to it and started messaging her

“Paty?” I wrote expecting an answer

Paty’s P.O.V

I was still on the phone laughing with Adam when someone started talking to me on messenger. It was Shannon’s e-mail

“Shannon! Hey how are you guys?” I answered while saying goodbye to Adam and putting my headphones on

“We’re great. What are you doing?” I read the message

“Well I was talking to Sandler and I’m leaving next week to California. How about you guys? Do you have a concert tonight?” I asked them

Jared’s P.O.V

“I think she doesn’t know that she’s talking to me.” I said smiling at Shannon

“Nope only tomorrow.” I wrote trying to sound like Shannon

“That sounds great! Damn it I wanted to be in London with you guys right now, we always have so much fun there.” Paty wrote back

“Yeah you can’t imagine me doing jokes all by myself sucks. Tomo laughs but not has much has when you’re here, and well Jared is…” I stopped, what was I? Depressed? Happy? Normal?

“I think depressed suits.” Shannon smirked observing what I was writing

“I can’t tell her I’m depressed she’ll be worried.” I said

“Jared is in his world, writing new songs like crazy.” I finished thinking that this was a normal thing I did.

“We know how he is. He’s too much like me.” Paty replied, I raised an eyebrow. This was new she had never told me anything like this

“What do you mean?” I asked her

“Bro! You told me remember? We both have our world. He gets in ‘our’ world when he’s writing and I get into ‘our’ world when I’m listening to music our even reading.” She replied, I had never noticed.

“You know it’s true.” Shannon said

“Now I just wanna hug her.” I said resting my elbows on the desk and my head on the top of my hands.

“Well bro I have to go, tell Jared that well you know what to say. Hugs for you and for Tomo!” Paty said and then she was off.

“Well she wants me to say that she loves you.” Shannon smirked and I smiled.

She’s was just too good to handle with. She was leaving and it would harder for her to answer the calls or get to her e-mail, now it was going to get hard.