Hey diary, its me again...
chapter 24
“Just I don’t know”
“What do you not know? You know I love you and you love me….”
“Yeah but Brendon I just think that maybe a break would be best”
“Oh I see” He looked down with those eyes and his voice turned back the that addictive drug I once knew it for. He cried. I never had seen the tears actually leave his eyes until now. I hugged him. One last time. Just so he had something.
“Brendon I’m sorry just Ryan and yeah”
“Em its ok. Just I’ll always be here for you to come back”
“Ok Brendon. I’d like that.”
Numb again. I walked home leaving my present behind. When suddenly I cried. I never thought that I could cry over a guy. I told myself to be strong. Like that would happen. I got to my house and pulled out my key to unlock the door. I couldn’t do anything but cry. I felt sick to my stomach. I just broke that poor boys heart.
“What do you not know? You know I love you and you love me….”
“Yeah but Brendon I just think that maybe a break would be best”
“Oh I see” He looked down with those eyes and his voice turned back the that addictive drug I once knew it for. He cried. I never had seen the tears actually leave his eyes until now. I hugged him. One last time. Just so he had something.
“Brendon I’m sorry just Ryan and yeah”
“Em its ok. Just I’ll always be here for you to come back”
“Ok Brendon. I’d like that.”
Numb again. I walked home leaving my present behind. When suddenly I cried. I never thought that I could cry over a guy. I told myself to be strong. Like that would happen. I got to my house and pulled out my key to unlock the door. I couldn’t do anything but cry. I felt sick to my stomach. I just broke that poor boys heart.