Hey diary, its me again...

chapter 33

I never knew why Ryan was always like that. I mean I could call over Michelle to distract him or I could have him go talk to Bec. I just wished away that maybe I could figure it out. I wanted to know why he was so protective. I wasn’t yelling at him when he was making out with my friend. Arrggg I hate being the youngest, I hate it. I never know anything and I always get in trouble. I need to talk to Brendon. He’d understand. He was the youngest too. I just had to wait; wait until he came over. Now I needed to sort this out. And look at some picture books.