Hey diary, its me again...

chapter 35

Maybe it was a rush I got or something but I felt like leaving all my morals behind. After all I was a teenager and I could only be 15 once. I wanted him. More then I already had him.
“Brendon…”
“Yeah….” He looked into my eyes. I didn’t know if I should say it.
“I think…I think I’m ready” I said it no going back now.
“Em are you sure I don’t want you to regret it even though you know I’m ready”
I just sat there dumbfounded. I didn’t know what to do. Should I just go with it or take it back?
“Brendon….”