Hey diary, its me again...

chapter 39

To my amazement it wasn’t Brendon or anyone of the sort. It was my father. I hated that man and there was nothing in common between us except some DNA. He hated the fact I was a girl. He wanted another son but too bad for him. He got me. He and mom spilt up years ago, I never went to see him but Ryan went every other weekend. I never could look at his face but here he was in my living room.
“Uh dad?”
“Emma” He had that sound his speech was slurred he was drinking again. I dialed Ryan’s number and had him come down. I wasn’t dealing with this again.
“Ryyannn” Our dad tried to get out.
“Dad what are you doing here?” Ryan asked.
“I wanted to see my daughter and my son…Is that a problem”
“Yeah dad it is” Ryan said as I snuck out front.

I fumbled threw my pocket to find my phone. I needed Brendon now. He needed to help me and save me from this. He needed to help Ryan.