Hey diary, its me again...
chapter 53
I had Ryan drive me to the mall. Its been awhile since we did that. I went to aeropostal and bought some jeans. I often wandered what Brendon saw in me. I wasn’t no where near beautiful. I had zits and I was chubby. I wasn’t anything near what he could get. But he told me I could get more. I didn’t believe him. But slowly I relized guys checking me out at the mall. It felt weird. Kinda like pouring gasoline into ice cream.