Hey diary, its me again...

Chapter 64

“Hun I think we might need to wait awhile” I smoothly said.
“Uh why I mean wasn’t I good?” WTF did he just ask if he was good. Tard.
“Yeah I mean I just feel bad. I broke a promise to myself. I said I would lose my virginity to the one I’m going to marry and well I don’t think-“
“That I will want you anymore”
“Exactly”
“Never tell yourself that. You’re the only girl for me. I’m not going to be a mechanical lover like other guys are. I’ll love you for ever and eternity”
I blushed then smiled then let him kiss me. Kissing wouldn’t hurt I hoped. After all I already took a big risk just doing it in the first place.