Hey diary, its me again...
Chapter 83:
I woke up the next morning and Brendon’s mom had made me a doctors appointment. I was terrified. I checked my phone. 7 missed calls from Ryan.
“Em. Your having a baby!?!? Call me.”
I should call him I guess. Speed dial 4.
“Hey Ryan….I know…..WHAT!.....Mom did what…..nooo….she couldn’t have…but…..no its nothing….yeah I’m upset…ok……I’ll be over there.” My mom killed herself and I couldn’t cry. I told Brendon and I cried into his arms. He took me home and I walked to my room where I found a note on my pillow.
My dearest Emma,
I am gone for forever now. You don’t know how much this is better for you. I don’t want to hurt you and I know I did. Your dad abused me when we were together. I am in pain now too or I was. The thing you don’t know and I wasn’t going to tell you is about your dad. Ryan’s dad and my ex husband isn’t your dad. Your dad is a man by the name of Roger Flemming. Call him and he has a present for you. Good bye emma. One day I’ll see your baby in heaven. Good luck with birth. Its hell.
My mom died. My dad wasn’t who I thought he was. And I was bout to go through hell. What a wonderful day.
“Em. Your having a baby!?!? Call me.”
I should call him I guess. Speed dial 4.
“Hey Ryan….I know…..WHAT!.....Mom did what…..nooo….she couldn’t have…but…..no its nothing….yeah I’m upset…ok……I’ll be over there.” My mom killed herself and I couldn’t cry. I told Brendon and I cried into his arms. He took me home and I walked to my room where I found a note on my pillow.
My dearest Emma,
I am gone for forever now. You don’t know how much this is better for you. I don’t want to hurt you and I know I did. Your dad abused me when we were together. I am in pain now too or I was. The thing you don’t know and I wasn’t going to tell you is about your dad. Ryan’s dad and my ex husband isn’t your dad. Your dad is a man by the name of Roger Flemming. Call him and he has a present for you. Good bye emma. One day I’ll see your baby in heaven. Good luck with birth. Its hell.
My mom died. My dad wasn’t who I thought he was. And I was bout to go through hell. What a wonderful day.