Hey diary, its me again...
Chapter 85:
Those months went by and my stomach got bigger and bigger. It was April now. It was Brendon’s birthday tomorrow. I would be having our baby any day now. I wasn’t ready. Not without Brendon and Ryan there. They left for tour 3 months ago and I’ve been talking to them everyday. Brendon said he would be home tomorrow and stay until baby was born. Then the 3 of us would go on tour. All I wanted to do was sleep. Nothing seemed to keep me occupied. Michelle was gone on tour with the boys so I couldn’t have her come over. Maggie was gone to some camp for troubled teens that her parent’s made her go to. I was stuck here with my dad. I got used to him being dad instead of Roger. He made sure I had everything I needed and more. Maybe it was the fact that he was out of my life for almost 15 years. I still can’t believe that I was the result of an affair. It’s just so horrible. Time will go by and consequences will happen. I guess I was one of them.