And It Started With Love
I'm In Love With You And It's Breaking My Heart
The worst thing that can happen to you is when you pour your feelings out to the wrong person. Or maybe it’s not so wrong.
Adriane
“I like her. A lot,” Was his conffesion.
Adriane glanced up at him, “Since when?”
He shrugged.
“Then maybe it’s about time you made a move.”
Sarah
“But I don’t know how to,” His response.
“The great Ville Valo, not knowing how to make a move on a girl he fancies? That’s a first.”
“If it was you, Sarah, I don’t think it’ll be that hard.
She chuckled.
Adriane
“You’ve known Sarah your entire life, like you know me. Why’s it so hard?”
He rolled back his eyes, “Because. You’re not her.”
A crushing feeling inside. She felt it. Crumble down. Like a brick wall being punctured by a car. Couldn’t she take it. She doesn’t want to live this. Living having the man she loves wanting another person.
“Well, that just makes a world of difference, doesn’t it?”
Sarah
“Of course it’s different,” He sighed, “You’ve been my best friend since. Forever. We know each other too well.”
“I think you just described your relationship with Adriane.”
“No,” He pressed on, “She’s different. She’s my best friend, true. But I want more. More for us. I want her.”
Tilting her head back, she sighed. Why is this? The man that she puts her heart out to, oblivous. Sometimes she wonders why she ever fell for him. But then again, he does know everything and anything about her.
Adriane
“You want her?”
He nodded.
“And you haven’t made a move?”
He shook his head.
“Why?”
“I have low self esteem and I look like Jack Sparrow. Do you think woman would want to come near me?”
If he made that literal, she would’ve said thousands.
“Don’t answer that,” He warned.
“She likes Ville. I know she does.”
So why can’t you let her go?
Sarah
“She likes Tuomas.”
Then why don’t you just forget her?
“How do you know?”
His response; “The way he looks at him. The way she jokes with him. The way she acts when she’s around him.”
She nodded. At least he knows.
“So why’re you not giving up yet?”
Adriane
“Because it’s impossible to get her out of my mind,” He sighed, “She’s just. I don’t know. She’s special.”
She nodded.
“Are you supposed to be on my side on this or not?”
She laughed, “Of course I am. Why won’t I be?”
He shrugged, “Because.”
Sarah
“Because. Is not an answer, Ville.”
He chuckled, his deep voice mesmerising her every second, “Trust me, I’d love to come up with something better.”
She smiled.
“Enough about me. What’ve you been up to?”
Looking at him, she replied; “The same shit.”
Heartbreak and romance.
Adriane
“The same shit?” He questioned.
She nodded.
“Life just fucking gets to us, doesn’t it? It hates us.”
Oh, he doesn’t know half of it.
“Life wouldn’t be so bad if the person you loved loves you back,” She responded, looking out the window.
He looked at her, “You have someone in mind?”
Sarah
She nodded. She wanted to tell him.
“For how long?”
She laughed and looked at him, “As long as I can remember.”
“And you never told me? Oh, wait. It’s not Jimmy is it? Or is it Kristian?”
“Jimmy’s last Sunday and Kristian’s a whore.”
He smirked, “Very true.”
“Then who is it?”
Adriane
“You’ve got to tell me. We’ve been friends for too long,” He begged.
“Yeah? Then why don’t you tell Sarah your feelings for her?”
He looked at his shoes, “Because I’m scared.”
“That’s the same reason why I’m not telling you.”
He looked up, “What’re you trying to say?”
Sarah
“I’m trying to say that I’m in love with him but he’s in love with somebody else.”
He rolled his eyes, “He’s a stupid man then. Who won’t want someone like you?”
You.
“I’m positive he doesn’t want me, Ville.”
“How do you know?” He asked, pressing his knuckles.
“Because each time he talks to me, he’ll come talking about her.”
He looked at her, “Well this sounds familiar.”
Adriane
“How long have you had these feelings?”
She sighed, “Longer then you’ve adored her.”
“Why hadn’t you told me sooner?” He asked.
“Because.”
“Because isn’t an answer, Adri.”
“But it’s yours.”
Sarah
“Am I a bad friend?”
He shook his head, he felt uncomfortable yet guilty now.
“Why didn’t you tell me before I got on around you conffesing my feelings about Adri?”
“Because you are in love with my best friend.”
Adriane
“I don’t think I love her anymore.” He whispered, his lips inching in towards her.
“Never play with one’s feelings, Tuomas.”
Sarah
“I’m not playing with your feelings. For once, I finally feel clear about something.”
She searched deep into his eyes, was he telling the truth?
Adriane
“I promise you, I’m not.”
Their lips met, their tounges tangoed, their fingers entwined.
She loved him.
Ville
He loves her. He wants her.
They parted, his breath hot on her cheeks.
Tuomas
Love. Lust. Warmth. Happiness.
Pouring out feelings to the one you hadn’t thought you’d end up with. Wasn’t that bad, was it?
Adriane
“I like her. A lot,” Was his conffesion.
Adriane glanced up at him, “Since when?”
He shrugged.
“Then maybe it’s about time you made a move.”
Sarah
“But I don’t know how to,” His response.
“The great Ville Valo, not knowing how to make a move on a girl he fancies? That’s a first.”
“If it was you, Sarah, I don’t think it’ll be that hard.
She chuckled.
Adriane
“You’ve known Sarah your entire life, like you know me. Why’s it so hard?”
He rolled back his eyes, “Because. You’re not her.”
A crushing feeling inside. She felt it. Crumble down. Like a brick wall being punctured by a car. Couldn’t she take it. She doesn’t want to live this. Living having the man she loves wanting another person.
“Well, that just makes a world of difference, doesn’t it?”
Sarah
“Of course it’s different,” He sighed, “You’ve been my best friend since. Forever. We know each other too well.”
“I think you just described your relationship with Adriane.”
“No,” He pressed on, “She’s different. She’s my best friend, true. But I want more. More for us. I want her.”
Tilting her head back, she sighed. Why is this? The man that she puts her heart out to, oblivous. Sometimes she wonders why she ever fell for him. But then again, he does know everything and anything about her.
Adriane
“You want her?”
He nodded.
“And you haven’t made a move?”
He shook his head.
“Why?”
“I have low self esteem and I look like Jack Sparrow. Do you think woman would want to come near me?”
If he made that literal, she would’ve said thousands.
“Don’t answer that,” He warned.
“She likes Ville. I know she does.”
So why can’t you let her go?
Sarah
“She likes Tuomas.”
Then why don’t you just forget her?
“How do you know?”
His response; “The way he looks at him. The way she jokes with him. The way she acts when she’s around him.”
She nodded. At least he knows.
“So why’re you not giving up yet?”
Adriane
“Because it’s impossible to get her out of my mind,” He sighed, “She’s just. I don’t know. She’s special.”
She nodded.
“Are you supposed to be on my side on this or not?”
She laughed, “Of course I am. Why won’t I be?”
He shrugged, “Because.”
Sarah
“Because. Is not an answer, Ville.”
He chuckled, his deep voice mesmerising her every second, “Trust me, I’d love to come up with something better.”
She smiled.
“Enough about me. What’ve you been up to?”
Looking at him, she replied; “The same shit.”
Heartbreak and romance.
Adriane
“The same shit?” He questioned.
She nodded.
“Life just fucking gets to us, doesn’t it? It hates us.”
Oh, he doesn’t know half of it.
“Life wouldn’t be so bad if the person you loved loves you back,” She responded, looking out the window.
He looked at her, “You have someone in mind?”
Sarah
She nodded. She wanted to tell him.
“For how long?”
She laughed and looked at him, “As long as I can remember.”
“And you never told me? Oh, wait. It’s not Jimmy is it? Or is it Kristian?”
“Jimmy’s last Sunday and Kristian’s a whore.”
He smirked, “Very true.”
“Then who is it?”
Adriane
“You’ve got to tell me. We’ve been friends for too long,” He begged.
“Yeah? Then why don’t you tell Sarah your feelings for her?”
He looked at his shoes, “Because I’m scared.”
“That’s the same reason why I’m not telling you.”
He looked up, “What’re you trying to say?”
Sarah
“I’m trying to say that I’m in love with him but he’s in love with somebody else.”
He rolled his eyes, “He’s a stupid man then. Who won’t want someone like you?”
You.
“I’m positive he doesn’t want me, Ville.”
“How do you know?” He asked, pressing his knuckles.
“Because each time he talks to me, he’ll come talking about her.”
He looked at her, “Well this sounds familiar.”
Adriane
“How long have you had these feelings?”
She sighed, “Longer then you’ve adored her.”
“Why hadn’t you told me sooner?” He asked.
“Because.”
“Because isn’t an answer, Adri.”
“But it’s yours.”
Sarah
“Am I a bad friend?”
He shook his head, he felt uncomfortable yet guilty now.
“Why didn’t you tell me before I got on around you conffesing my feelings about Adri?”
“Because you are in love with my best friend.”
Adriane
“I don’t think I love her anymore.” He whispered, his lips inching in towards her.
“Never play with one’s feelings, Tuomas.”
Sarah
“I’m not playing with your feelings. For once, I finally feel clear about something.”
She searched deep into his eyes, was he telling the truth?
Adriane
“I promise you, I’m not.”
Their lips met, their tounges tangoed, their fingers entwined.
She loved him.
Ville
He loves her. He wants her.
They parted, his breath hot on her cheeks.
Tuomas
Love. Lust. Warmth. Happiness.
Pouring out feelings to the one you hadn’t thought you’d end up with. Wasn’t that bad, was it?