Phantom Limb.

It's not wanting to be alone with someone who doesn't want to be alone.
It's in the emotions that run through your chest, in the panic that pounds down your sanity, it's in the sly fingers that tie up your fate together through things you don't, won't, never want.

And Gerard was the one who didn't want to be alone, the one who was not so wise and was the one didn't even get a chance to taste rest after one call and one stupid decision.