Away

i have a habit of falling too hard
and falling to fast
and getting my hopes up
for something i know wont last

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I am scared of you, like a pig to a gun, or a cat to a vacuum. But I also am attracted to you, like a moth to light, or a dog to a bone.

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"I am scared of you. But there is just one secret that will never reach out of the jail, called my mouth. I love you."
~Mary~

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"You are a worthless piece of crap. I hope you die!" I kicked her in the stomach as a tear rolled down her cheek, and finally hit the floor. What nobody heard from the tear was the giant crash that I heard. And with that, I left Mary lying in a heap on the cold, hard, dirty, tiles."
~Xavier~

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Xavier is a bully. Mary is his victim.
Mary is completely terrified of his presence.
And she is completely, and hopelessly in love with him.
In love with a bully.
In love with the person who wants her dead.