Boooo

I'm so tired and I just want to sleep and I just can't. I've been putting off two creative writing assignments for the past week and I have to have them wrtten by tomorrow morning i.e. five hours from now.
Now normally if this were say calculus homework I would shrug it off and get some sleep but that's never how it's been for me when it comes to writing. I can't just not do it.
The most frustrating part is that tonight the right words just aren't coming to me like they usually do. I think I'm building an aversion to writing things I have to.
As much as I just don't want to do this it's become like a challenge for me to just get this done. I can't sleep till it's completed.

It's like everything I've ever written that I've been proud of. Most of the time when I write it isn't out of desire but necessity. If I don't I won't sleep and I can't think

Gosh I know my thoughts are very disorganized in this and slightly aimless but I'm hoping to type out some of the writers block