Just Friends?

It was hard enough for me to even freaking tell my ex that I missed him. But I did it anyway. And after probably almost having to press my fucking heart back into my chest, and hold my hands still from shaking terribly. You know what his response was?

"We can be just friends. I'm sorry but we're too different to be together..."

Wow, all of that for nothing. Am I cool with just friends? Sort of... I mean... I don't know I obviously still have very strong feelings for him. I hope being just friends with him won't make everything all awkward and shit. Sometimes I feel like I should have said no. But then by saying yes I kind of have an all access pass. That kind of was a stupid metaphor... but what I'm trying to say is that I can use this as an advantage... maybe try to win him over. If not... then whatever... at least I tried. God I'm just a stupid little girl with her head stuck inside of the clouds.