Growing up.

Up until the Peak of my childhood, it was almost as if i wasnt part of the world, or anybodys life. It seemed as though i was simply watching everyone live through a window. Listening to them talk to me, watching them switching their fickle emotions on and off. Then one day, out of the blue, it was almost like i had stepped outside my door, looked up at the sky, and watched it's big mouth swallow me down to live permenantly in his stomach with everyone else, forcing me to pick up on their ways of living. So here i am, battling stress, cringing at the idea of finance, trying to steer a steering wheel, and constantly hoping i'll wake up 6 years old.