Need More Friends with Wings...All the Angels I Know Put Concrete in my Veins.♥
im tired of dealing w/ so much hate from everyone. i dont know wat ive ever done. im sry okay? wat else shud i say?? wat do you all want from me?? shud i kill myself like abi?? wud that make it all better?? shud i leave your lives & stop being such an annoyance?? well i wish that i wasnt breathing anymore. i wish that you cud all just live your lives w/out me being this huge abject. i wish i didnt ruin everything 4 you guys. im sry that im such an awful person. maybe some day you all wont have to deal w/ me anymore...
-F. is for Finished.♥
-F. is for Finished.♥
Posted on December 8th, 2008 at 03:36am
I don't hate you at all :) your comments get me to keep writing X3
I know how you're feeling, Nothing to Lose used to be my song for those thoughts too :/
But only after I tried something stupid did I realise how much I wanted to live.
I really, sincerely hope that you don't have to go through the same thing to realise that.
Also, I know it's hard, but don't let other people affect you so much, if they really do hate you then they're really not worth killing yourself over. I don't know the whole story, but you can't be in the wrong enough that killing yourself is an option.
Living is just so much better, trust me on this one. The other day I was thinking about all I'd have missed if I'd have succeeded and it pretty much made me cry. (let alone leaving WDILGA unfinished... that'd be a crying shame.) There's so much in life to live for, it's not all about the people that make you upset, it's about the people and things that make you happy too :)
If you like, you can send me a message when you're feeling down x
purplerawr, December 10th, 2008 at 05:06:00pm
bud.... i kno you're prolly expecting this from me anyway, but dood..... we love you so, s much. i hope you realize that and it's not just hollow words.
xXAngoissexBlemeXx, December 10th, 2008 at 02:02:14am
awwww, sweetie.
as Phoebe said, you don't know me, and i don't know you.
but i'm always here for you to talk to. . .if you want.
Nicotine., December 9th, 2008 at 12:26:23am
I don't know what happened for people to dislike you so, if they really do like you think, but I don't think that you should kill yourself. Where would that get you? That wont solve your problems, I can gaurantee you.
I really don't know they whole story, and maybe I should, but I can tell you that if I did I would still encourage you to keep your life, because it's important. It's prescious. Please.
I know we don't know each other, and you can completely disregard this if you want, but if you ever want to talk or anything, just message me.
I'm Anna, by the way.
Stray Dog, December 8th, 2008 at 03:38:11am