I saw faces outside my window again.
Or rather, people, shadows.
Something.
There's obviously some sort of rational explaination or something. I have 2 cats, it could of been my cats.
Or my mother was in the garden for something.
Or it's stress.
Or it's some mental delusion.
I prefer the rational explaination.
Not much to update in this journal.
I'm still waiting for the right person, weither thats a friend or partner, I don't mind.
I'm still seeing things.
I'm still staying up all night watching movies.
I'm still waiting for my midi cable to arrive.
I'm still lonely.
And I still pretend my problems and emotions don't exist.
Catch you next time.
Something.
There's obviously some sort of rational explaination or something. I have 2 cats, it could of been my cats.
Or my mother was in the garden for something.
Or it's stress.
Or it's some mental delusion.
I prefer the rational explaination.
Not much to update in this journal.
I'm still waiting for the right person, weither thats a friend or partner, I don't mind.
I'm still seeing things.
I'm still staying up all night watching movies.
I'm still waiting for my midi cable to arrive.
I'm still lonely.
And I still pretend my problems and emotions don't exist.
Catch you next time.
Posted on January 27th, 2009 at 09:54am
D:
aw.
Maybe its just your eyes playing tricks on you.
or trees?
I hope you feel better.
and its okay to be emotional.
heck, I cry for no reason sometimes.
Sometimes, ... you just have to let it out.
I see that your numb, but you need to start feeling again, to start living again.
...well I hope I helped.
and good luck. =)
Miniwheatz!, July 31st, 2009 at 01:30:35am
seeing things?
sleep deprivation can play a lot in that...
but, eek... rational explanation probably proves right; your brain fills in the gaps and when not in the best state, it fills in strange or paranoid ideas.
what the chipmunk?, January 31st, 2009 at 02:48:24pm