To any reader of my story...

I'm sorry I haven't updated, I'm just having some problems at home. The story will be put on hiatus until everything here is sorted out. Sorry again, if you liked it for whatever reason. No, I'm not ending it, for anyone who cares.
I'd tell you the entire story, but I'm pretty sure you don't want details. Unless you're super sadistic or whatever.
You know what? Fuck it. You don't wanna know, stop reading here.
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My dad is a fucking man whore. Not even joking.
Apparently he married some woman recently just because he couldn't keep it in his pants. He just hid it from us, and yet he's treating my mom like the bad guy. And they're still married! (Him and my mom) Sure she goes kinda psycho, but at least she doesn't marry behind her husbands back just because she wants to get some!
Fuck...I hate this. I seriously wanted to just run out the door and lay in the middle of the road when they were fighting last night. I knew this was gonna happen eventually, and I was laughing the entire time, but I'm worried about my sister. She was shaking and crying because my mom kept trying to break into my room because my dad was trying to call her mother, which I frankly don't get.
My dad's the man whore and my mom gets in trouble? She wants to leave, and I don't blame her.
Religiously, my dad did the right thing by marrying her first, but it's not cool that when my mom found out about it he lied to her face. He said, "I didn't see her today" or, "I haven't emailed her" when my mom has proof that he did. I've never seen this proof, but my mom doesn't bluff with this kind of stuff. I think she got her friend to take pictures or something, I don't know.
But the worst part is, my moms TOTALLY bipolar. First she hits him over the head with a cooking pan, screaming about how she wants to leave, and then she's all crying and upset that she wants everything to work out, and we all have to put an 'Effort' in.
Seriously? What the fuck?
Why is it, me and my sister have to put in the effort when you are the ones who fucked up our lives like this? It's one hundred percent her fault that my dad had to stoop so low. She's always a total bitch, to everyone that matters in her life, yet she can go to work and treat them like they're fucking royalty or some other shit like that.
I just want them to fucking end this already, I haven't slept in weeks...actually months. I have to sleep in the car, or in class, or in the nurses office because I'm so fucking exhausted. My sister, has more white hairs then a 30 year old! I always have to pull them out for her because they make her look weird. I have some too, but since my hair's so damn puffy they're hidden well.
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That was actually an email I sent to my best friend, I just made some minor changes so you wouldn't be confused.

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Freak Show.
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Forever Midnight
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