The New Year
New Year = new start right??
Well here goes
New Year was great
Luke came down and was aloud to stay which was absolutely amazing
I had the best New Year ever and I'm never ever going to forget it =D
I love you so much Luke xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
For a while at the end of last year I started having these strange dreams
They wake me up in the middle of the night almost everytime crying my eyes out
Some of them are silly things like being chased around by killer clowns or killer china dolls
(I haven't got a clue where they came from)
A couple of them have stuck alot though
In one I lost both Luke and one of my best friends off a 9 floor flat
It's shocked me so much everytime I'm out around town
And I see either a tall building or the same flat
I get the feeling of falling to the ground and crying my eyes out like I did when I woke up from it
I don't know what to do to stop them
And with college now started, I'm getting no sleep and major work from college
I don't have the energy anymore to do my college work
Or really to get out of bed usually =/
Soon is my birthday
February 14th
Valentine's Day in other words
Hopefully Luke is going to be able to come down
That is going to be the best present ever
I'm just scared of something
I'm too shy and I'm scared I'm going to lose him because of it =/
Well I'll stop there with this lol
Do you know anyways of either not being so shy or stopping my dreams??
I need so help with them please
~*~
Well here goes
New Year was great
Luke came down and was aloud to stay which was absolutely amazing
I had the best New Year ever and I'm never ever going to forget it =D
I love you so much Luke xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
For a while at the end of last year I started having these strange dreams
They wake me up in the middle of the night almost everytime crying my eyes out
Some of them are silly things like being chased around by killer clowns or killer china dolls
(I haven't got a clue where they came from)
A couple of them have stuck alot though
In one I lost both Luke and one of my best friends off a 9 floor flat
It's shocked me so much everytime I'm out around town
And I see either a tall building or the same flat
I get the feeling of falling to the ground and crying my eyes out like I did when I woke up from it
I don't know what to do to stop them
And with college now started, I'm getting no sleep and major work from college
I don't have the energy anymore to do my college work
Or really to get out of bed usually =/
Soon is my birthday
February 14th
Valentine's Day in other words
Hopefully Luke is going to be able to come down
That is going to be the best present ever
I'm just scared of something
I'm too shy and I'm scared I'm going to lose him because of it =/
Well I'll stop there with this lol
Do you know anyways of either not being so shy or stopping my dreams??
I need so help with them please
~*~
Posted on January 27th, 2009 at 09:20pm
Yeah I have
But they don't know anything to help me with them
They just say 'I don't know what to say' which doesn't help =/
And being too shy is a real shocker for me
I'm too shy in my eyes and don't know how to be more...non-shy
I'm so confused and stuck =(
~*~
Broken_Elli, February 4th, 2009 at 08:18:30pm
From what I hear, Luke obviously loves you for you, so don't worry about being too shy.
I don't know about the dreams, have you told anyone about them?
kirbyjane., January 27th, 2009 at 09:39:17pm