Can It Get Any Worse
2009 was going to be a good year. So far it sucks. I’d never had much experience with death until now. And now it just seems like everyone I know is dying.
At the end of last year I lost my Nan. I miss her and really wish I got the chance to spend more time with her before she went.
Then I lost my Pop to cancer. It took 6 weeks from when he was diagnosed till death. We spent the last week sitting around a hospital waiting for him to go. The funeral is tomorrow.
My grandfather who I am very close with is back in hospital and it doesn’t look good. He had a quarter of a lung and quarter of a heart left. I can’t even begin to think how hard it’s going to be losing him.
Today we get the call to find out my nanas is hospital, in ICU with problems and may go to.
Then I find out half an hour a go a friend and fellow rider was killed last night in the bushfires. The worst part is, these fires were deliberately lit and as they’re trying to put them out people are trying to light them again. RIP Nathan.
It's scary. The fires are getting so close. The sky is pink, Black and Orange all the time. It would look cool if it wasn't so terrifying.
On top of all this I’m struggling to get my life together and get a job. Also trying to build a better relationship with my father who I hardly see and I’m not getting anywhere with him.
I don’t care if no ones reads this I just I needed to vent so I came here,
I dont know what to do anymore…
At the end of last year I lost my Nan. I miss her and really wish I got the chance to spend more time with her before she went.
Then I lost my Pop to cancer. It took 6 weeks from when he was diagnosed till death. We spent the last week sitting around a hospital waiting for him to go. The funeral is tomorrow.
My grandfather who I am very close with is back in hospital and it doesn’t look good. He had a quarter of a lung and quarter of a heart left. I can’t even begin to think how hard it’s going to be losing him.
Today we get the call to find out my nanas is hospital, in ICU with problems and may go to.
Then I find out half an hour a go a friend and fellow rider was killed last night in the bushfires. The worst part is, these fires were deliberately lit and as they’re trying to put them out people are trying to light them again. RIP Nathan.
It's scary. The fires are getting so close. The sky is pink, Black and Orange all the time. It would look cool if it wasn't so terrifying.
On top of all this I’m struggling to get my life together and get a job. Also trying to build a better relationship with my father who I hardly see and I’m not getting anywhere with him.
I don’t care if no ones reads this I just I needed to vent so I came here,
I dont know what to do anymore…
Posted on February 9th, 2009 at 12:26pm
My best friend's step-sister died in those fires. Apparently one of his other step-sisters and his Dad were hurt too.
And you know what makes that all a whole lot worse...? Trevor's getting treatment for cancer at the moment, and his doctor has told him that it's okay for him to leave the hospital to go over to Sydney, but only if he really feels it neccesary, so now he feels...kinda torn, I guess.
Big Maggie., February 10th, 2009 at 12:29:22am
Are you from Australia? Because I heard about those fires on the radio this morning.
I'm really sorry, but things will get better. Tey have to.
TheBestFrigginShoes, February 9th, 2009 at 07:02:37pm
=( im sorry
all i can say is stay strong
i hope you get though this year, sounds awful
Lory, February 9th, 2009 at 05:53:44pm