forever?

you think that 'forever' would mean a long time....but for me, it doesnt,

i have been told i would be with someone forever,
that lasted 3 days

i have been told that i will have someone at my side forever,
that lasted a week,

i have been told that i will never be left alone, that i will always be with someone, and i will never have to worrie about losing them, forever and beyond...
but yet again, i sit here alone,

i go every day, only remembering how many times i have been told 'forever'. and now im alone, and it seams like the ppl that said it could care less about me,

every single day, i have to go through my life knowing that im alone, that no one really cares,



no matter what ppl say to me, that they care for me, that they love me, i can only think of the ppl that told me 'forever', and then droped me and went on with life

sometimes i really do just want to quit mibba, quite msn............quite my life, cause it seams that my pain will last forever, and not just 3 days, or a month or 2, but entill i die......

i have been hurt so much that i only want to find the person that will take my pain away, and love me forever.....

but i guess,
forever isnt long enough