Four years ago and Yesterday
Four years ago, Nearly, I got your last letter.
Typed.
Not handwritten like all the others, Saying happy birthday.
for a year after that I sent you letters, and you never replied.
It took me a year to realize you didn't care, at all.
Well yesterday I searched for you on the internet, Like I always do. but I found something this time. Your facebook page.
The emotions I felt going threw me can not be explained, after 4 years of waiting for a letter, I found you.
so I added you, and was a nervous wreck the rest of the day, Until You added me too.
then I went to get ready for the play I was in that night, I told the story to every one.
And something in me snapped, and I started to sob. I cried for that part of me who was 10 and amazed 5 years ago when I found my sister. I cried for the 12 year old who realized her sister didn't care for her any longer. I cried for the almost 15 year old who found her long lost sister.
I never even met you, I got letters. I sent you letters for a whole year before I realized it!
You were raised with brothers and sisters, I had no one.
and to find out I had you, to be 9 and find out I had some one, I was so excited.
Now I'm almost 15, I'm not an idiot. your not going to message me back are you?
your going to ignore me, you hate me, cause he came back for me huh?
He left me too. you didn't know that, did you?
well he did. and to tell you the truth, he wishes he would have stayed in touch with you so badly. He has pictures of you all over.
He misses you. I miss you.
Sister, Please just talk to me. make a little girls dream of having a sibling come true? I may be 15 but I still want my sister.
Typed.
Not handwritten like all the others, Saying happy birthday.
for a year after that I sent you letters, and you never replied.
It took me a year to realize you didn't care, at all.
Well yesterday I searched for you on the internet, Like I always do. but I found something this time. Your facebook page.
The emotions I felt going threw me can not be explained, after 4 years of waiting for a letter, I found you.
so I added you, and was a nervous wreck the rest of the day, Until You added me too.
then I went to get ready for the play I was in that night, I told the story to every one.
And something in me snapped, and I started to sob. I cried for that part of me who was 10 and amazed 5 years ago when I found my sister. I cried for the 12 year old who realized her sister didn't care for her any longer. I cried for the almost 15 year old who found her long lost sister.
I never even met you, I got letters. I sent you letters for a whole year before I realized it!
You were raised with brothers and sisters, I had no one.
and to find out I had you, to be 9 and find out I had some one, I was so excited.
Now I'm almost 15, I'm not an idiot. your not going to message me back are you?
your going to ignore me, you hate me, cause he came back for me huh?
He left me too. you didn't know that, did you?
well he did. and to tell you the truth, he wishes he would have stayed in touch with you so badly. He has pictures of you all over.
He misses you. I miss you.
Sister, Please just talk to me. make a little girls dream of having a sibling come true? I may be 15 but I still want my sister.
Posted on March 29th, 2009 at 09:47pm
Aww, you poor thing :[.
Lykwoah, March 29th, 2009 at 10:03:57pm