I Think I'm In Love....
There's this guy, his name? Well, I won't name him, but he's my best friend. I've known him forever and he's one of the only people who really knows me.
I lost touch with him for several months and we've started to spend more time together. I tried to deny it, but it's true. I love him now. I don't know how or when it happened. It just did. I see him in such a different light now.
He's six months younger than me, but he's not the dorky, blond little kid I used to know. He's a 6 foot 2, blond, blue-eyed guy that I can't breathe around. What am I supposed to do?
I have no idea.
I lost touch with him for several months and we've started to spend more time together. I tried to deny it, but it's true. I love him now. I don't know how or when it happened. It just did. I see him in such a different light now.
He's six months younger than me, but he's not the dorky, blond little kid I used to know. He's a 6 foot 2, blond, blue-eyed guy that I can't breathe around. What am I supposed to do?
I have no idea.
Posted on April 4th, 2009 at 02:33am
You should be friends with him. And be close to him. Be close to him. Seriously. I think that will help. He'll have to fall in love with you. DAMMIT I WILL MAKE HIM IF HE DOESN'T BY HIMSELF!!!
unusual.ways., April 17th, 2009 at 12:41:11am
I know how you feel.
I'm going through the same thing at the moment. You lost in touch with him for several months? That sucks. I would know, I lost touch with Umer (my best friend) for FOUR years. and only realised this January that I actually loved him more than just friends. I saw him, but due to some complications, couldnt speak to him and now ive tried so hard and i still fail to get in touch with him (its really complicated) all i can say for you is just go with the flow? (thats what im TRYING to do) it gets hard and its really painful. But, i think you should just value (i know that you do) what you have with him now. I would do anything to have what i use to have with Umer. You are really lucky.
False Masquerade., April 10th, 2009 at 06:09:28pm
Maybe give subtle hints that you like him more than a friend? And how does he act around you?
Or, better yet, be yourself and let time help you. :)
Then again, I'm just fourteen, so don't listen to me. Listen to poptartlovesyouu!, lol
paralleldimension, April 4th, 2009 at 05:23:17am
i know how you feel, kid. i just need to vent right now, so i think i'm gonna tell you my whole entire life story. here goes.
my parents and my best friend brian's parents were best friends way before me and brian were even born. i was born two months before him, and i met him just 47 minutes after he was born, and we've been best friends ever since. eighteen years, now THAT is a long time.
so i lived in italy for the first three years of my life because my parents and brian's parents were christian missionaries. then i moved to america, where my family lived very shortly with my mom's friend's family. there, i met another one of my best friends, matt, and that's when he met brian. matt has ALWAYS been jealous of brian. girls have always liked brian more, brian has always had nicer hair, nicer eyes, a nicer voice, basically, brian is a "one-upper" without trying to be.
just recently, matt told me he liked me, and now we're going out. i guess i should've realized he liked me for a long time now, but i'm stupid, so i didn't.
and two days ago, it was my birthday. so brian wakes me up at exactly 12:07 a.m., because that's the time when i was born. me and brian have these walkie talkies that we use since he lives next door (long story, haha) and so he tells me to open my bedroom door. so i open it, and he's standing in my hallway. when he leaves, i try to go back to sleep, but then matt calls me on my cell phone, and needless to say, he doesn't like the idea of brian coming over in the middle of the night, and plus, he wanted to be the first person to say happy birthday to me. and he only gets even MORE mad the next day when i have my party, and he buys me a ring, while brian buys me the car i've wanted ever since i was three. he's still beyond pissed.
the only thing that could've made this situation worse, was, of course, me realizing that i'm frickin IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND. random, right? i don't want to be in love with him. but apparently, you can't help that. believe me, i have tried. i CAN'T love my best friend. especially NOT when i have a boyfriend, who has always been jealous of this boy i am in love with. and thank GOD i found someone in the same situation as me! ahhh. i'm so confused! i'm sorry i can't help you with your problem, but i can't really help myself with mine, either. maybe we can talk about it. haha.
i just found it really weird, though, that this kid you're in love with, he's 6'2", blonde and blue eyed. so is brian. AND you've known him forever. that's so weird. are you my twin? because i would love to talk to someone right now.
and i'm terribly sorry that this is so long. haha
Jane Doe., April 4th, 2009 at 03:18:10am