This is odd, but oddly comforting.

So I don't really know why, but it is 3:23 a.m. and I am writing poetry like nobody's business. I don't know why, but I just am. The weirdest part? Most all of it is sad, or depressing. I'm like, the happiest I've been for MONTHS because of a certain, ahh, male friend, (-giggle-)
but I'm writing all about breakups and such. I don't know why....It seems like I always do this whenever I'm really happy. It seems almost oxymoronic. It kinda goes back to the Charlie Brown coment; "I think I'm afraid to be happy, because whenever I get too happy, something bad always happens."

Maybe I'm trying to depress myself subconciously. Trying to keep from being too happy so that nothing bad will happen.

I don't really know. I seem to write the best sad/depressing/scary/creepy poetry whenever I'm blissfully happy.

I have no explanation...