Suicide.
On Thursday I was so stressed out. My grades were the worst they have been all year. I was feeling so self concious and tired, just so tired, of everything. So before I could even get on the bus that morning I decided that that night I was going to kill myslef. I'm emo but It never dawned on me to actually commit suicide. I just cut myself but I never went close to my wrist. That day I said I had enough of everthing. I cried all day. Thinking aof all the things I would miss, the things I would never get to do, the people I would never see. I got home and my mom yelled at me about my grades. That didn't help.I was so...depressed, so convinced suicide was the answer that I just went in the kitchen got a knife and ran to my closet. I started to cut and each time I would get closer to my wrist but I just couldn't do it. I couldn't hurt my family like that. I couldn't hurt my friends like that. I just couldn't...
Posted on May 16th, 2009 at 11:33pm
No dearie, it's called the truth.
Miss Crow, August 20th, 2009 at 05:25:06pm
Homicidal Maniac and Ignorance comments... really make me think. That I can't even put my true feelings in a journal without being criticized and questioned. I hate it when people put up comments with such hurtful things. As if they know you inside and out...but I guess that's the world today. Its that part of the world that I hate. The part where the people can't understand that you can't just judge a person without understanding. I'm not some fake cry baby that says she's emo to get attention. I'm an emotional person with feelings and a heart...some people can be so heartless.......
animeQT613, August 18th, 2009 at 06:50:34am
She didn't get owned, they all agree with her. -.-
For some reason... Or, they atleast believe that emo is the label of humans. Bahha!
Miss Crow, August 16th, 2009 at 09:27:27pm
Yeah you just kinda got owned by all these people. You can call yourself emo but you ain't. Simple as And I agree with Static and Voice of the sun.
Homicidal Maniac, August 16th, 2009 at 09:09:34pm
I agree with 'voice of the sun.'...
Emo isn't even a type of person.
My friend, Homicidal Maniac is right... -.-'
Miss Crow, August 16th, 2009 at 09:05:03pm
ive done that before..but i live for my friends. my mom isnt really a mom. she doesnt take care of me..so i dont live for her. i have 3 really close friends i live for. thats wat keeps me from suicide.
acajkz, July 5th, 2009 at 01:59:49am
skanks a bit heartless.
everytime i pick up something I want to hurt myself with, I think of my mother's face when she finds out her youngest daughter couldnt live anymore. I think of what she would think; she would think she failed me, what she could have done, how she could have loved me differently. That would kill her.
I live for people that love me. Suicide can be considered selfish.
OWL, May 17th, 2009 at 01:52:00am
Don't. Simple as that. I though about it once and if you have to stop and thing about how many people you will be hurting then you have o much to live for. Don't just kill your self over something like that. Some people have way more of a reason and they don't. Just.... don't. There are too many things for you to live for.
AsToldBy..., May 17th, 2009 at 12:12:36am
Don't do it. It may seem like the only option at times but think about how much it would affect the people who love you. Things will get better just give it time. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here. Just send me a message or a comment. :)
Jewel Nicole, May 16th, 2009 at 11:45:07pm
"I'm emo but It never dawned on me to actually commit suicide." - Lolwhut. Emo is a music genre and a clothing style stereotype. It doesn't make people suicidal, love.
That's like me saying "I'm gangsta' but it never dawned on me to actually shoot someone."
voice of the sun., May 16th, 2009 at 11:42:47pm