My Straight Edge-ness Needs To Shine for a bit. (venting)

i don't get the point guys, i really don't. point of what? drinking/smoking. now as most of you know i am straight edge (til death). i don't really care if you smoke/drink..its your decision to ruin your body. and i know that only one drink or whatever wont hurt you but that's not the point. its poison. to me beer smells disgusting, wine and champagne can smell good but that's besides the point. if you know your going to have a killer hangover the next day/throw up or whatever then why drink so much?! you can have fun with out drinking!

when i say smoking i mean ciggs and drugs. ciggarettes are just gross. they make you smell bad/teeth/everything but im sure you guys know that. but for the people who do smoke ciggs why do it?! its such a nasty habit. i know some people who smoke ciggs and they dont do it around me since they know i hate it. now i still love these people to bits but i strongly dislike the quality. they say it helps them stay calm. what the heck guys. there are other ways to keep calm. now the drugs...sjfaljfdklasjf. they are so scary/dangerous and can really mess you up...which you all should know...so why keep doing it? i dont see the point. if you know they are killing you why keep going!? i know the whole 'live life to its fullest' but i mean damn, do you really have to make yourself stupid/unhealthy/die early!?

i found out a couple days ago that an artist i love smokes ciggs as well as pot. it was really disappointing. he says he's tried to quiet but it doesn't work, and after saying that he says he knows the consequences but keeps doing it! what the heck?!?!? why? about the pot he says hes a 'social smoke'. im not even going to get into it.

the point of this was to just vent really. im pretty chill about others smoking/drinking but sometimes i just gotta vent. take what you can get out of this i guess.

oh and if you want to comment go ahead but dont try and change my mind or say all the benefits of these things. i know all of them. i have discussions with people. i also have had people ask me if i want to do drugs/drink, i say no.

and im not trying to put you down, i just need to vent.

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Dancing Queen

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