Being A Loner Is Hard

So once again, I am blown away. Usually I am over looked, on myspace and etc. but this is different. I feel a need to write this out because if I don't then I'll get up and eat more ice cream, I mean how did you guys even know I made a profile? I was like "ahh!" when I saw the comments, I didn't know what to do. I have these moments when I'm staring at something and then I realised that it was actually nothing. I guess that can be metaphoric in a way. Like looking at the big picture, focusing on something that..... you know, I really don't know where I'm going with this. Usually it takes me a long time to get inspired, to do anything. I suck at multitasking (one word? it is now) So I'm really nervous, this year, I'll be going into 9th grade. 7th grade = new school, you think you're cool and innocent, 8th grade = the doors open and you see you're stupid, everyone sucks, things will not get bettger anytime soom and now 9th grade = eh? hopefully first date or kiss for that matter. I am very inexperienced and I'm pouring my soul out in a giant paragraph....hmmmm.... I'll stop here.