I Don't Like Work
I've been contemplating. Once again, its what I do. If there was a job in just laying under the covers, day dreaming/ thinking, I'd be like mega rich, but anyway, I've been contemplating over why I should quit my job. Its not a jobby job job, its a volunteer job. At the science musuem place on east ave and I absolutely kinda sort of.... not hate it, but more like.... I kind of loathe it. I'm at the dig site so i have A LOT of cleaning to do and I NEVER clean. My mom does it and I know its wrong, but i'm so lazy, its sad. I've tried to break it but I'm not motivated enough. Then theres the science center, the chances of me getting a real job are slim and my counselor kinda hooked it up for me and I have serious committement problems with everything. I'm a natural quitter and I have that urge to quit so badly. I really don't want this weekend to end, but it will and I'd have to go back. I mean I'm doing a good thing and I don't wanna sit in the house all day, but at the sametime, I'm getting that urge and I never ignore it when it comes to quitting. I've never really finished anything offiicial in life. I was on track for three days, bowling for two, soccer for a week, art club for two weeks, no I came whenever I felt like it, I deleted my myspace account like twenty times, the same with facebook, don't bother with twitter and its sad and its even more sad that it doesn't bother me being branded as a quitter. Being fired is a completely different story. That would crush me, but strangely I kind of want them to fire me.... help? advice?
Posted on July 5th, 2009 at 04:38am

