Today Was Not A Good Day

A lot of emotional trauma was endured today. I've been rejected many times. I can't even count. And you know what's worse than being rejected in person? To be rejected virtually, they've never even seen you before, but they already hate you! Isn't that a ___? Anyway, so what's really got my gears grinding is how everyone's all paired up. Or if not, they have been in the past and I am getting no action. (NOTHING) Sometimes I think I figured out why, but then someone tells me something just f's up the whole ugly theory. I tend to be very dramatic and I have been labeled as EMO BI-POLAR SCHIZOPHRENIC WEIRD and here's the big one: Obsessed Green Day compulsive writer chick. Someone has literally come up to me and told me that and I was all like ...."whoa" I hate how the world has gotten me figured out when I can't even figure me out. And then you know what really sucks, how emo twelve year olds who wear way too much eyeliner are in steady relationships when I am going to be in 9th grade and I've never had any kind of relationship. No lip action, forget about sex! God, I just migt die a virgin! And it hurts a lot that its personality wise, like the way I am just isn't good enough for people. Seriously, something is wrong with me, (obviously since I'm spilling out my soul for the whole world to read, hopefully, none of you will ever meet me in person) anyway, this is a great time to write a sad lonely poem while singing and crying along to Jesus of Suburbia. Hasta Luego.