I Won't Cross These Streets Until You Hold My Hand
So this morning, I cried for no reason. I hate when something like that happens. It makes me feel like I'm just being silly.
Because I can't talk to anyone really.
Because I'm way too much of a private person and I suppose that whatever happened this morning was just the straw that broke the camel's back.
I don't even know why I did it but I sat in the bathroom and cried.
And for once, I didn't know why.
Maybe it's my douche bag step-father.
Maybe it's because I miss my mom.
Maybe it's just all of these things rolled into one.
Maybe it's none of these.
But something's gotta give.
I can't keep crying in bathrooms, into my pillow.
I just can't.
Help?
-Kayt
Because I can't talk to anyone really.
Because I'm way too much of a private person and I suppose that whatever happened this morning was just the straw that broke the camel's back.
I don't even know why I did it but I sat in the bathroom and cried.
And for once, I didn't know why.
Maybe it's my douche bag step-father.
Maybe it's because I miss my mom.
Maybe it's just all of these things rolled into one.
Maybe it's none of these.
But something's gotta give.
I can't keep crying in bathrooms, into my pillow.
I just can't.
Help?
-Kayt
Posted on July 9th, 2009 at 12:01am
i can sort of relate. for the past year i've cried more than i ever have before, and sometimes, i still cry way more than i used too. but i usually know the cause. but i try to tell myself that it's a good thing. you get it out of you're system then, and that way it's least likely for a breakdown to happen when people are actually there.
just keep telling your self that things are going to get better, because hope is one thing you can always hold on to. [in my opinion at least]
paranoia.inflicted, July 9th, 2009 at 12:17:04am