New School, Maybe I´m Just Keeping My Melodramatic Diploma
So... I always seem to do journals when I´m very bored... so let´s keep the tradition, I´m really bored right now.
I´m trying to write some for my fan fics, to have at least an update ready before I go to the before school courses, which is like going to school.. and that is... next week.
That´s got me pretty nervous, I´m real awful with people. I can´t make friends that easily... 4 actual friends are going to the same school, but it´s way hard that they end up in the same group as I will, for the courses they´re all in different groups, even my ol´ mates, there´s like other 6 people who aren´t really my friends, but some of them I´ve know since kinden graden, and you know, I at least know them. The least I´ve know people that´s going to the same school it´s 3 years, that´s quite a lot, but still none of them are on my group ´till now. And that really sucks, for I will just remain silent in a freaking seat for 2 weeks!? I can´t do that... I talk a lot, but only with friends... I go crazy and all, you know? I´m just shy when it comes to the rest of the humanity. Yeah...
This is the first time I change to a school where there wont be much people I know... ´till now I´d had someone to be with, but this time is different, and I´m nervous... I dont want to be alone! Dammit. So... I´m going to a highschool, with bigger installations, and hundreds of students more. Just for the new generation it will be 40 groups of like 30,40,50 people! Plus the older ones, that´s like... way too much people >.<
Another problem I have to keep up with my friends is that: there are many different schedules! That is messed up, really. I still dont know from what hour to what hour I´´ll have to to school! For the courses it´s from 8am to 4pm (the 2 last hours are for basketball, I had to choose between that or: soccer, football, swimming, chess, cheerleading O.o and I dont know what else; had to get basketball, it´s quite... fun? Oh... and one of my friends chose that too!) haha
OH! Almost forgot to get this out there! Tomorrow: I´m getting my Band From TV CD/DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay for me :D
Well if you actually read all that, thank you very much, and give me some comfort comments, I´ll probably will need them on monday after the courses T.T
Have a nice day/night. =)
I´m trying to write some for my fan fics, to have at least an update ready before I go to the before school courses, which is like going to school.. and that is... next week.
That´s got me pretty nervous, I´m real awful with people. I can´t make friends that easily... 4 actual friends are going to the same school, but it´s way hard that they end up in the same group as I will, for the courses they´re all in different groups, even my ol´ mates, there´s like other 6 people who aren´t really my friends, but some of them I´ve know since kinden graden, and you know, I at least know them. The least I´ve know people that´s going to the same school it´s 3 years, that´s quite a lot, but still none of them are on my group ´till now. And that really sucks, for I will just remain silent in a freaking seat for 2 weeks!? I can´t do that... I talk a lot, but only with friends... I go crazy and all, you know? I´m just shy when it comes to the rest of the humanity. Yeah...
This is the first time I change to a school where there wont be much people I know... ´till now I´d had someone to be with, but this time is different, and I´m nervous... I dont want to be alone! Dammit. So... I´m going to a highschool, with bigger installations, and hundreds of students more. Just for the new generation it will be 40 groups of like 30,40,50 people! Plus the older ones, that´s like... way too much people >.<
Another problem I have to keep up with my friends is that: there are many different schedules! That is messed up, really. I still dont know from what hour to what hour I´´ll have to to school! For the courses it´s from 8am to 4pm (the 2 last hours are for basketball, I had to choose between that or: soccer, football, swimming, chess, cheerleading O.o and I dont know what else; had to get basketball, it´s quite... fun? Oh... and one of my friends chose that too!) haha
OH! Almost forgot to get this out there! Tomorrow: I´m getting my Band From TV CD/DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yay for me :D
Well if you actually read all that, thank you very much, and give me some comfort comments, I´ll probably will need them on monday after the courses T.T
Have a nice day/night. =)
Posted on July 10th, 2009 at 03:19am
Yeah, last year I had this thing called freshman convocation, which was hell because I go to an interest based school that takes people from different school districts all over the city and puts us in a regular high school with seperate classes. And I had no one in my group to talk to because my friends were all scattered. Just hang in there, Hun, it'll be over. And try to keep an open mind and make new friends- every situation is what you make of it!
manic!molly, July 10th, 2009 at 03:40:43am