the bags under my eyes are starting to look like black eyes.
ok well recently..and as recently I mean last night and early this morning, I came across a few things, that effected me a whole lot...
first off, my parents don't know I'm bi, which sucks, seeing as I'm gay..I want to tell them I just don't know how, because they are total homophobes and I dislike that about them very much
secondly, I haven't talked to my girlfriend in like 10 days which is starting to scare me, I'm really worried about her.
and lastly, which has effected me the worst, my friend is in the hospital, he signed on to msn last night and he was completely delirious, he kept on saying "there's so much blood" "help me" "call the police"
I totally freaked out, I tried talking to him but he couldn't remember anything..
thank god his sister came home, she called the ambulance and he is at the hospital right now
I'm so worried I don't know what to do...
I usually handle stress quite well, but this is getting out of hand.
and to top everything off I haven't slept well in like 17 days, or around there, because I've been having nightmares, but they aren't normal, I can't remember what happens, I just wake up screaming or crying.
I think I might be going insane or something.
the bags under my eyes are starting to look like black eyes.
sorry for wasting peoples times, just felt like letting a little stress out by typing this out
first off, my parents don't know I'm bi, which sucks, seeing as I'm gay..I want to tell them I just don't know how, because they are total homophobes and I dislike that about them very much
secondly, I haven't talked to my girlfriend in like 10 days which is starting to scare me, I'm really worried about her.
and lastly, which has effected me the worst, my friend is in the hospital, he signed on to msn last night and he was completely delirious, he kept on saying "there's so much blood" "help me" "call the police"
I totally freaked out, I tried talking to him but he couldn't remember anything..
thank god his sister came home, she called the ambulance and he is at the hospital right now
I'm so worried I don't know what to do...
I usually handle stress quite well, but this is getting out of hand.
and to top everything off I haven't slept well in like 17 days, or around there, because I've been having nightmares, but they aren't normal, I can't remember what happens, I just wake up screaming or crying.
I think I might be going insane or something.
the bags under my eyes are starting to look like black eyes.
sorry for wasting peoples times, just felt like letting a little stress out by typing this out
Posted on July 26th, 2009 at 07:37pm
I hope your friend gets better soon. :\
If you really want to tell your parents your bi, and needs some help. I can help you with a few pointers. My situation was like that. (:
if it was you, July 26th, 2009 at 08:14:11pm
That sucks. Quite a bit.
The sleeping issues, I have 'em too. They're evil aren't they?
I run around my room at night until I can't move my legs and basically pass out from exhaustion.
Probably a bad idea, but it works.
Even though you wind up falling asleep around 4am everyday.
I hope your friend gets better soon [:
TheBee'sKnees, July 26th, 2009 at 08:02:25pm