Ugh
I am so tired of everything. I can't stand when people are so ignorant. My best friends fucking boyfriend is all like, "I want to talk to you Riah, but Sam hates me and maybe Mary does too, blah blah blah." And then he has the nerve to say that I have no reason to hate him, hell I can't even remember why I hate him, I just do. Maybe its because he has practically taken my best friend from me, even when she is with me for over a week its always Will this and Will that and I need to go on AIM to talk to him! Ugh!
Then, there is my mom. I swear Mariah is the daughter she always wanted, because when she is around I can't seem to do anything right. Mariah was making a type of TV dinner that I have made a million times before and neither of them listened to me when I said 'remove the film from only the potatoes'. And then Mariah has the nerve to say, 'Ok Sam, we heard you the first time. I hate it when people repeat themselves ten frigging times.' Obviously they didn't fucking hear me, because they still didn't listen. And really, everything that is a mess is always my fault. If there is soda cans in the computer room, its my fault even if they are Riah's, because she can't up after herself.
I hate feeling unneeded. So when I have a chore to do, like take the clothes and fold them, I will, despite how badly I fold. So mom asks me to fill her watering can with water and Mariah, little miss fucking over achiever, starts to take the clothes out all by her self. When I decide to crack a joke, she gets all pissy and is like' well I have to do this all by myself.' I was right frigging there! Ugh. THen her next comment is, I only want you to seperate them. I folded my own, then she critizises that! Its my clothes, I will fold my fucking t-shirts however I fucking please, make them smaller., ugh. Oh, and even with groceries, she gets like, every fucking bag and mom is like, 'good job Riah, thanks for all the help'. Then she sees me, who can't getr there fast enough, and is all disappointed! I didn't get a fucking chance to get any! UGH!
Then, there is my mom. I swear Mariah is the daughter she always wanted, because when she is around I can't seem to do anything right. Mariah was making a type of TV dinner that I have made a million times before and neither of them listened to me when I said 'remove the film from only the potatoes'. And then Mariah has the nerve to say, 'Ok Sam, we heard you the first time. I hate it when people repeat themselves ten frigging times.' Obviously they didn't fucking hear me, because they still didn't listen. And really, everything that is a mess is always my fault. If there is soda cans in the computer room, its my fault even if they are Riah's, because she can't up after herself.
I hate feeling unneeded. So when I have a chore to do, like take the clothes and fold them, I will, despite how badly I fold. So mom asks me to fill her watering can with water and Mariah, little miss fucking over achiever, starts to take the clothes out all by her self. When I decide to crack a joke, she gets all pissy and is like' well I have to do this all by myself.' I was right frigging there! Ugh. THen her next comment is, I only want you to seperate them. I folded my own, then she critizises that! Its my clothes, I will fold my fucking t-shirts however I fucking please, make them smaller., ugh. Oh, and even with groceries, she gets like, every fucking bag and mom is like, 'good job Riah, thanks for all the help'. Then she sees me, who can't getr there fast enough, and is all disappointed! I didn't get a fucking chance to get any! UGH!
Posted on August 16th, 2009 at 06:28pm
I know what you're talking about for your friend's boyfriend. One of mine has a not so great one, (in my opinion) but all you can really do is be there for her. I know it's not what you want to do but honestly she's gonna have to make mistakes for herself.
No, your Mum loves you even though it may seem like she doesn't always appreciate you. And if your friend did say that, well ya know what she might have just been trying to show off or something but don't let that get to you.
Obviously you can fold though, it's not like you can't so just ask her to please stop so you could do it.
Just talk to your friend and tell her that you can do things too, you're not a baby. As for your Mum though, talk to her about how she's making you feel really unneeded and that as much as you know she loves you, that she needs to start being annoyed when you can't get to something quick enough
Hope that helped a bit
Miss Rae, August 23rd, 2009 at 11:07:27pm