it might as well go untitled...

i try so hard to be happy. and i try so hard to make other people happy, that i forget what's really going on in my life. i forget about the fact that it's coming up on the two year mark since my friend died. i forget about the fact that even though i'm really damn good at acting like i hate you, it still kills me when you look at me, then look away and don't say a word to me.

i just need someone to talk to. a fresh face and someone who won't judge me. any takers? :[