So. I'm fake because I'm happy.
Mibba, I've been feeling ridiculously happy lately. So happy in fact, that I wake up with a smile and appreciate simple things like how much sunlight is in my room or the song my alarm clock woke me up with that day. I've been conversational and optimistic and just...the overall nice person I've been wanting to be. Finally.
I've been smiling so much these days that my cheeks literally hurt very badly right now..
So if I'm this happy, then why are the people that I normally call my friends suddenly shunning me? I don't get it.
I try to cheer up so I'm not such a downer to everybody and I'm still an outcast one way or another. D:
When I'm a complete bitch and complain about everything and how my life is so horrible and boring, my friends are always right there by my side. Complaining and patting my back right there with me. But in these past few weeks, they've wanted nothing to do with me and my buckets of joy.
They call me fake because I've "suddenly changed." They tell me I'm not the same person and insult the new people I hang around with.
Even though I've made new, great friends, I still miss my old ones - minus the newfound attitudes. But they insist on their detached and gloomy ways. I don't know why I still want to be around them now, but they're my friends. You know?
Eh.
I'm not sure if I should leave them behind and enjoy myself or if I should try to do something to make them happy too.
This whole ting is putting a downer on my day already. -__-
~CI
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PS. && I want to SPREAD THE LOVE too... D:
Mibba needs some happy.
I've been smiling so much these days that my cheeks literally hurt very badly right now..
So if I'm this happy, then why are the people that I normally call my friends suddenly shunning me? I don't get it.
I try to cheer up so I'm not such a downer to everybody and I'm still an outcast one way or another. D:
When I'm a complete bitch and complain about everything and how my life is so horrible and boring, my friends are always right there by my side. Complaining and patting my back right there with me. But in these past few weeks, they've wanted nothing to do with me and my buckets of joy.
They call me fake because I've "suddenly changed." They tell me I'm not the same person and insult the new people I hang around with.
Even though I've made new, great friends, I still miss my old ones - minus the newfound attitudes. But they insist on their detached and gloomy ways. I don't know why I still want to be around them now, but they're my friends. You know?
Eh.
I'm not sure if I should leave them behind and enjoy myself or if I should try to do something to make them happy too.
This whole ting is putting a downer on my day already. -__-
~CI
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PS. && I want to SPREAD THE LOVE too... D:
Mibba needs some happy.
Posted on September 12th, 2009 at 09:44pm
If they were realy your freinds they would be happy for you and the fact your finally happy. Sorry buts thats the bottom line. What are they Goth or something? So am I but I'm happy and hyper 25/8 and my freinds love me the same.
Milla J., September 12th, 2009 at 11:44:14pm
*gives whatever will make you happy food wise*
:D
HAPPYTIME!!!
Happy love time. :D
O_O I just realised how wrong that sounded. XD HAHAHA!
Miss Crow, September 12th, 2009 at 11:34:26pm
I'd go bluntly tell them how you're feeling if you haven't already. I think it's stupid that they're calling you fake because you're happy...Tell them that you enjoy being happy and don't stop being happy because of what they think.
:]
Lyrical-Lies, September 12th, 2009 at 11:23:19pm
Love is good.
Potatoes Our family motto is famous in journals now...
VilleValo, September 12th, 2009 at 09:54:20pm
@Fear Friday; Yay cookies. Thanks! And I agree - sometimes change is for the best. I wish my friends could see that as well. ^^;
@Potatoes; Yeah, I keep seeing them in journals, so I wanted to hop on the bandwagon for the day. Love is good. c:
Cryptic Ink, September 12th, 2009 at 09:52:33pm
Wow. My family is actually doing some good, are we? Indeed, our motto. SPREAD THE LOVE.
Change, September 12th, 2009 at 09:47:58pm
*hugs* I have that same problem! I'm just...a very bubbly person now, and my friends can't accept the fact that the change is for the best.
*hands you cookie* If you don't like cookies, I also hand out free cupcakes :)
Ash Attack!, September 12th, 2009 at 09:46:41pm